like i have my old discord but it's not rly full of locals, it's been dead for a year, i dropped it as my ex and i were too busy being really fucking abused im not rly the same cunt. too pained to touch what is effectively an archive and memorybox of a life prior
do i have to once again make my own space with blackjack and hookers solely so i get a fighting chance of having a space full of cunts i can stand, or is it just going to be another retarded offgroup without like. a guy, albeit w apparent missed months of vital social context?