We always end up becoming what we hated.
I used to read this before, and I never took it seriously. But now, looking back at it, I do feel it was so true.
I never wanted to be a bully, but years of being bullied in school made me a bully myself, as if the saying "the bullied becomes the bully" came true for me.
I never wanted to be this arrogant in life, but a few experiences in college made me this arrogant now.
I never wanted to fight with the people close to me, and now somehow every conversation with them leads to me getting triggered and losing my patience, leading to a fight.
I never wanted to feel left out, but somehow I still zone out most of the time.
All this online arrogance and bullying is just a coping mechanism for me!!!!