sun 14 jun
a letter to our subjects from king hassan and queen adri.
"the future is a straw house that always needs maintenance, k?"
- intro -
making fun of mcdonald's currently foundering leadership was timely, essential and has brought a lot of new readers to my blog here on
X.com. it's important corporate america join those who submit,
a. at the very least to the information source they find here, and at most,
b. to the love they feel for me. love here can merely be just one of the dimensions of strong attraction possible; i want ALL of them.
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Matthew, at 36: “Teacher, which is the greatest commandment in the Law?”
Matthew, at 37: "Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind." -- Christ Jesus, Me (Hassan Abudu)
Matthew at 38: "This is the first and greatest commandment."
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today, the 3rd or 4th of these, we look at the mysterious and counter-cultural (this is way too hip to be hipster)
X.com girls who like and follow Me on good days on X and not sure what to make of them and who you should check out too; my ikebana practice studies; the shakespeare play i'm reading about king john which is interesting for many reasons--names matter, and isn't--for at least that reason--mcdonald's a scottish company, after all, with scotland on the hook for the company's reputation; and then finally, my usual sections on my walking practice and study of spirits.
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- a laden table of "contents" -
* the girls who like and follow me on X
-- do they know each other? part of a secret society?
-- or is it some social movement of "cool girls", where they find the same things cool
-- i.e. onlyfans artists
-- clips to olyfans videos and harmless, non-sequitur comments about the proberbial weather
-- modern internet movies (moving or still)
-- then, Me (what about Me?)
* flowers look like impossibly bright tissue paper
-- i pick them from the perimeter garden when i take my daily dose of morning air downstairs
-- i've got two bright yellow, a violet, a few purple, and red spears red spear tips (unopened buds) in an origami box i've folded.
-- (i use a different, simpler technique)
instructables.com/Rectangula…
-- adri and the girls say: "that's how we used to wipe our pussies in the wild."
-- watch out for visual and propositonal spirit attacks after reading, boys! you've got this, but you and only you can do the defense work! this bwro
* king john
-- currently reading "the life and death of king john" by william shakespeare
-- on page 6, now
-- he's (john) a noticeably good writer; trusting him for that reason alone
-- that's how, i'm thinking, he won the kingdom, then. not by any other kind of force did he acquire and keep it
-- king john is an older (therefore superior in experience) man that the child, arthur, nephew and "legitimate heir" the french and "some in the family" want in charge instead
-- i'm sure king john means his nephew no harm. just he isn't to have the presidency
-- (why are the french trying to potentially "fuck up england" by asking a child to lead; a decision of multi-generational consequence)
-- john is confident when challenged. "i will then hit with my shield, cut with my sword i will," so to speak.
-- patient with his "mother" "interfering" in his affairs
-- she's a writer too; why can't they find union when that means they have so much in common?
-- john: usually a "safe" name, used, in sound, to fetch a "safe" person; this is not king john today, nor tomorrow.
-- perhaps this is why he "dies"
-- are you a bitch named john?
-- "i don't believe any of that."
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pb yo. pls!
(pls help...)
bye
don't!
u wasting time. leave!
nighhtly i jones for your pb sandwiches. won't you take $400?
plis. i'll cut you off! or my son won't open the gate for you! behave!
behaving!
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sun 14 jun
spirit diary
* spirit pairs
-- from creativity/memory
* conceit / humility
* good instincts ("we should do that!") / badly-timed "bad" instincts ("i always do that")
* "they'll understand" / "they won't understand"
-- yesterday's biography
* "that's interesting" / "not interesting"
* "that's complicated-confusing" / "that's complicated-confusing"
* "don't give up yet" / "this is hopeless"
* "there's a general plot to this; keep working" / "there is none"
*** "this is worthy of study" / "there is no science to this at all!" (evil)
* shows of optimism to an audience / shows of pessismism to an audience
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* spirituality: reaching the point where--abandoning delusion that the invisble world is irrelevant-- you can join the international fight to defeat bad spirits, who, in controlling evil people with moods and bad ideas and dark thoughts, have killed trillions on planet earth alone.
* spirits causing problems:
-- fear unconnected to fact: just projections from you that you don't take down that they eat and multiply on.
-- stand and fight; fix your mental picture, like it's valuable, almost-finished ART. take the bad spirit DOWN!
-- for example of such a fear, a dark shape on a bed in a room you just entered could be a "sleeping person": spirit of the times makes this possible stranger in your home imaginable, and have more of a right to be there than u do!
-- depression kills some people. even if it doesn't, it isn't a joke! in times like these, a seated moment alone isn't the same as a moment with an optimistic friend.
* the parachute-delivery service: taking a flying leap into the unknown and shooting your shot with a girl (say you're dirty dancing at a club) you don't know and can't trust.
-- so many parachute-delivery services we run people have gotten used to this shit
* bad spirits hate plans (see above)
-- they want the business to fail.
-- for parachute-delivery, we charge like a motherfucker, though!! some of us are actual motherfuckers.
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* some messages spirits send (mostly bad spirits):
-- audio:
-- you speak as a medium aloud and hear a messenger's message:
some are trusted enough to speak for the message sender, others have to report who's sending the message. ("dad says: '[...]" vs "[...]")
-- you hear, mouth closed, someone(s) talking to you
-- visual:
-- a usually transparent/dark overlay in your mind's eye "lights" up & starts to follow you around with a disgusting/overwise unwanted image.
-- could also be someone who won't stop asking you for commentary about something "they won't drop" (an invisible image)
*** propositional
-- you wonder, all at once, about something you wouldn't choose to
-- a suggestion--a temptation--comes to you, trying to take advantage of your reflexive behaviours. (put the thing you're holding in the trash! but the trash is the open mouth of the cup of tea underneath you)
-- tactile (health problems):
- preamble -
* if a metaphor isb't tangible--as in, you can't eat a metaphor with the teeth in your mouth--but you can still look at and admire him (the metaphor), he must have a physical reality somewhere in your body. like, say, a chemical.
* if the real possibility of losing a dear box of tea due to stupid theft stresses you, then that box of tea is now a part of your body. losing him could cause liver damage.
* if spirits can attack a metaphor, calling it "dumb" or "too hard (for WHOM? a lover?? your Lover???) to understand", then they can attack your body.
* there are spirits inside and outside your body, fine and tiny like a mist.
* you have to defeat them throught processes that keep the things in your life (tangible, like tea, or intangible, like your relationship with your mommie or a personal exercise routine) safe.
* otherwise, disease. dis-ease. which eventually kills you.
- common symptoms of tactile attacking going on -
* cuttingly-painful hunger (originally a beautiful sensation)
* sneezes
* runny noses
* asthma ATTACKS
* inability to swallow
* ears you can't pop
* weaving spirits of destruction making me mistype characters into the destiny of my chosen words on the screen (not theirs)
-- care less? can't let them go free, can i?
-- i'm not care-less. get it?
-- (language is a warzone)
-- then, when i do more effort and stick to an ancient plan, there is always the bets they make against us which which i will destroy their financial hopes
-- plenty of spirit people in wall street offices, betting their way to "mission accomplished"
-- pls laugh. i don't want to be sad. i will b if nothing else happens
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more to come, as always
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dm: kill me now
me: who dis? new account.
tet: me. your brother.
me: brain time. fruit picture for me?
tet: no pls. car picture.
me: molly.
tet: lol
mommie-wife: lol
me: hey! guess who's talking to me now! no body else but mommie.
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walking diary
- preamble -
starting to acquire quite the collection of tactics! this builds up an alive and flashing computer network of things to try. evil spirits and good ones too make your plans difficult to follow; always remember that god is ultimately in control of the situation.
search for meaningful pain. that is all jihad means, and all we ask of our subjects.
- a laden table of newly-acquired tactics -
* picking an invisible object with the back of the knee like you're picking a rice grain off the floor to your mouth. you should feel your calf muscles activate, and your ankle dangle.
* swinging your arm from the shoulders, standing or walking.
* throwing your palm / palm strikes while you walk.
* while standing: throwing palm strikes from the floor to the ceiling and back again
* focus on returning hand to the unseen behind you. this gets tummy muscles working.
* spring on the knee when ssending the thigh bone as backward as possible
* watching the joint in the hips when squatting or walking
* shoulders and hip joint feeling the walk
* pulling ypur weight up through the hip joint as you lean left and right when in mption
* putting your dick over your big toe in over to symmetricalize the oscillation right and left
* pass yourself between left and right using your left and right hip joints
* try to keep both feet on the ground as much as possible. especially your left.
-- morse code --
* signs:
-- t.o.m.
-- e.i.s.h.
-- u.g.
-- k.r.
-- a. n.
-- v.b.
* counting rhythm:
1 - e - & - a,
2 - e - & - a,
3 - &,
4 - (&) - ...,
* to practice morse code: sit preferably on a high-enough table, but a wall (difficult; advanced), or a firm chair (also difficult to make movements & timing crisp) and kick these signs. for example,
-- u = 1 - e - (&), 2 - e - (&), 3 - (&), 4 - (&)
* more to come
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rot b.
me: how come, sis?
po you? ur rich.
me: who said
joints
me: lies. still smoke, tho
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remember uncle killabitch?
me: sure
blown away by the kills he had yesterday. tet told me all about the hunting.
me: no way.
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frolm no mom lol lol
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1nr peace