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This stigma so damaging to those who are diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. Yes, I am diagnosed with BPD, so I can’t speak to how those around me view me. But I know I have friends and family with BPD and they are some of the most caring, kind, and beautiful people I know. Especially two people - my own dad and a very special friend (you know who are are 🩷) who showed me that I can still be loved and that I’m not a monster, despite what others may say. I know many may not believe people with BPD can be different, but there is also statistics to prove that despite sharing core struggles, we are a spectrum. To be clinical diagnosed, those of us with BPD only need to meet 5 of the 9 diagnostic criteria. This means there are over 250 different and highly individualized BPD diagnostics. And research estimates 1 in every 100 adults lives with BPD. Some research even going as low as 1 in every 17, due to those undiagnosed and misdiagnosed with other conditions like bipolar disorder. So please, if you read the original tweet, know that while their experience with BPD is valid and real, that does not mean everyone with BPD is the same. Be the ones to break the stigma, because I can almost guarantee you know someone and love someone who has BPD. 🖤
Deme, the VTuber, has BPD, borderline personality disorder. It's something I have relatively intimate knowledge of, as my sister has BPD, and I had a coworker whose wife has BPD. They have intense, rapidly shifting emotions with fear of abandonment, along with huge defensive responses. They have the uncanny ability to always see themselves as the victim, no matter what the context is or the circumstances, and due to the impulsivity in their "defense," they can become quite unhinged. People with BPD also have solidly black and white thinking, seeing the world in a us vs them mentality, which is how she can justify her vile attack against Chibi. These people practically never take accountability, fault, or anything, often blaming everyone else except themselves. They will frequently engage in DARVO (Deny, Attack, Reverse Victim and Offender). They will deny the wrongdoing and then attack the person raising the concern, often in a screaming, emotionally volatile tone, and then reverse the original instigator as the victim. They can often "mask" their symptoms in a public setting for a while, often for many years, but after enough stressors mount, they crack and that mask slips off. She can blame it all on PMDD (Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder) all she wants, but her behavior is textbook BPD... the same kind of toxic behavior my sister displayed, and the same stories from my coworker with the BPD wife. Some of the stories include ones like the BPD wife intentionally harming herself, often seriously enough to be hospitalized, only to blame it on the husband, or even reframing it because the "husband" was emotionally abusive. Similarly, my sister has self-harmed on multiple occasions only to escape discipline from my parents, for fear she might escalate. My sister's husband was also blamed for all the "ruination" that "he" caused against her. The coworker and my sister's husband both shared the same phenotype. Quiet, reserved, nice, and harmless... but you can tell behind all of it, they were deeply in love but also deeply scared of their spouse... not knowing when the next blowup is going to be. The Simps for women with BPD can be just as toxic, as their pull during the good moments can be legitimately magnetic, and they form strong parasocial bonds with creators such as her. People with BPD, when they are happy, are very charismatic, charming, and very warm... almost a complete mirror reverse of the depth of their toxic downward spiral. The simps become blinded by her toxic nature, reinforce her DARVO attacks, and so many idealize women with mental illnesses. "That crazy chic" is the trope that so much of the simp economy is catered to. TLDR... Stay away from people with BPD. They are dangerous and will often ruin your life, even through a parasocial lens, and treatment often has limited success.
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It’s that time again! Get in while you can and best of luck!!
🕸️🖤 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙰𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚑𝚗𝚒𝚍𝚜 𝙶𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢 🖤🦂 Closes in 48 HOURS Rules: - Follow @CriziMari & @ItMeSoul - Like & RT - Comment Ref Sheet/PNG ✨Prize: Headshot ✨1 Winner Good luck and thank you for your support!
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There’s no hanging back… 🪝
On June 26, you’ll be Dead by Daylight. Pre-save “PLAY DEAD” now. 💀💨☀️🪓
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The ‘DEAD BY DAYLIGHT’ movie is officially happening at Blumhouse. • Thordur Palsson (‘The Valhalla Murders’) is set to direct the film • Alexandre Aja (‘Crawl’) and David Leslie Johnston-McGoldrick (‘The Conjuring 2’) wrote the script • Begins filming in 2027
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RT @CriziMari: I’m learning more and more about digital art everyday. I know I haven’t posted anything yet, but who of my moots can I use f…
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It’s my dad’s 51st birthday, but also the day we lost him 23 years ago. Both celebrating his birthday, but grieving his passing is definitely a weird mix of emotions every year. I miss him so much. Remember that June is Men’s Mental Health Awareness month. Please check in on all the important men in your life. They need support too. 💚
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Starting off my morning pretty bummed. Does anyone want to make me feel better? Maybe a little treat? 🖤 throne.com/crizimari
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STREAM END! Had a great time messing around with the new update. It all feels bittersweet, but I’m glad to see all the content that’s been added. Raided out to @/Styx_vt!
GUARDIANS MAKE THEIR OWN FATE!!! Streaming Le Destiny over on the funny little purple site 👀

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GUARDIANS MAKE THEIR OWN FATE!!! Streaming Le Destiny over on the funny little purple site 👀

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Reposting some original character work because why not?
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I’m making my first YCH 👀
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The eye banners for May’s giveaway winners! Congratulations again you two!!
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Inspired from this post. I did my best to make these. They are all made of pictures from official NASA websites.
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Fish are friends, not food. 🦈🖤
What the frick? BigCountryIsCool dropped inkArts Shark Blanket Hoodie Onesie Adult & Kid, Wearable Shark Blanket, Shark Sleeping Bag, Soft Cozy Shark Onesie Costume - Xl: for 61-65 Inch Height into the web. Thank you! throne.com/xcreepi #Wishlist #Throne
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You know what would absolutely make my day? A little gift. I like gifts. 🖤 throne.com/crizimari
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The Unknown hearing ‘Ki, ki, ki, ma, ma, ma,’ while eating a hiker (it’s on sight).
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If that post gets 60 likes i’ll make a model out of it >:3
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I came across a theory that AI is starting to make more mistakes because the internet is increasingly polluted with AI slop. The idea of AI cannibalising itself into obscurity is one of my favourite things ever. I hope it is true and I hope it becomes impossible to fix.
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