ALT 𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶ♱575kcal
i got hungry really fast, i ended up folding and running downstairs to prepare myself food.. (((^_^;) so~ today for lunch i have eaten two dishes - pierogi (polish dumplings with potatos) and buckwheat ( =^ω^) for a bit of extra taste i added a whole lot of soy sauce </33
ALT 𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶ♱302kcal
for my second breakfast i had half an avocado, a large, fried egg, and~ some crunchy chips made out of a toasted, whole-wheat, protein tortilla; for more taste i have chosen a teaspoon of spicy mustard and some salt (* >ω<)
i almost fell onto the ground as i stood up from my bed, i lost my balance ( ; ゚Д゚) my body feels unusually light, almost as if i am floating; this is very weird σ(^_^;)
ALT 𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶ♱220
i would rather die than start my day without my oatmeal.. (/。\) </33 so, today i am having it once again~!! i have prepared it on a mixture of 0,5% cow milk and water, and also added erithritol for taste
goodnight; i have done nothing, but laid in my room, watched mukbangs or true crime, and ate.. i guess that is better than nothing; i have felt.. okay, i did not have too much negative thoughts σ(^_^;) please, let tommorrow be okay
i think only pain could ever properly cleanse off the damage i keep causing; i need to get punched, kicked, given a nosebleed; i deserve to feel it, i want to feel it; maybe that is why i selfharm? i cannot stand myself
does anyone else get the feeling that they are floating sometimes. like I sort of just feel like a spirit fluttering on the earth. like I don't have a tangible presence
ALT 𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶ♱181,5 kcal
tonight i have snacked on my favourite - biscuits </33 the ones i have picked were~ two sponge cake biscuits, two cocoa biscuits, and two butter biscuits (´ 3`)
ALT 𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶ♱261,5kcal
my dinner tonight - just as any other - has been half an apple, half a banana, a scoop of raisins, some vanilla skyr, and~ a tiny scoop of cashews (* >ω<) </33