Rest in peace, beautiful soul, beautiful Yufka
I am sorry you left with such an agonizing thoughts
I hope you can see how much everyone misses you and loves you dearly whenever you are now, sleep in forever bliss, Yufka.
You will know when you defeated your perfectionism
It'll happen at the moment you see the artstyle you'd love to have, but won't try to rush it by any means and just.... enjoy the style you already have, even if you'll never achieve that one perfect texturized style
SORRY, I JUST FEEL MY LIFE DO 180° AFTER ALL OF IT.....
Any troubles that may appear before me feel so insignificant now.... bruh
Do people with depression feel like that when they finally get free from it or smrh wjxjeijxkekx
(Undiagnosed depression? Maybe, i dunno, everyone seemed to tell me i got one but never really cared to go check this one out ajxjiejd)
Yasss oversharingggg it'll stop soon, no worries
I'm working on something cool 👀👀👀
I got a dream about spending around 70$ on all the sweet snacks i like for my birthday
I woke up and realised i don't have 70$ on me, there's no snacks, and it is not my birthday yet >:(
Well, at least it's raining outside...
With 31°C.... i'm gonna die in this house
So i've watched Project: Hail Mary a few months ago owkxokfkc
I wanted to make a finished digital art out of it, but my written part of a diploma just smashed me (i overdid it by 16 pages, bruh, i was so scared to make it too short 💀)
Ivan in space....
#alienstage#alnst#ivan
I bawled my eyes out at the movie screening
We've been THE ONLY TWO watching it, the man that was sitting behind us just... l e f t in the middle of a film (???) , so we just sobbed and shouted, "YESSSSSS, ROCKYYY WAAAAHHHH 😭😭"
MY FUCKING GOD, I PASSED MY FINAL DIPLOMA WITH A HIGHEST GRADEEEEE WITH FLYING COLOURS
My final capstone project fot an "excellent" FUCKKK o almost cried when i've heard it in the classroom
Godddamn i'm so soon to getting my degree.... just one more month
I AM SO BACK
Finally, i can just DRAW, play games, ENJOY MY EXISTENCE, and wait for the document proving my degree to be prepared for this month
Damn.... i am.... like... an animator with a degree now... like... a serious woman, yk..... i can't believe it still
I AM SO HAPPY TO SAY THANK YOU FOR ALL OF YOU
I am really grateful to have every one of you, and i hope you are doing well no matter what
Love yourself, love others, happy pride, and happy beginning of the summer!
#alienstage#alnst#ivti#tiiv#ivantill#tillivan
Damn i'm freaking BURIED IN MY DIPLOMAAA
But i have good news! I'll be a lil' bit more free after the.... 25-th.... *dodges all the tomatoes thrown my way*
I am working on the spoiled art i sent before! Soooo 😳👉👈
I'll be back as soon as humanly possible 😭😭😭
I'm doing my diploma now till the end of this month, (.......this reference is accidental I SWEAR), so i might be not as active as i was a few weeks ago
The special art is going to be finished in th meantime and then i'll fully disappear into my diploma so stay tuned!
Don't panic!
I just figured Avretseign is way too long for a nickname..... and i never really looked upon my username being very old one i never really used on my art since 2020-2021 i guess 😳
You can still find me by Avretseign (username now)
This thought came to me ONLY TODAY when i saw someone reposted my art with credits and i remembered i had an old username... bruhh
And Alyx is way shorter and more comfortable to adress (if needed, i guess, ehe)