Joined July 2013
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P has some high level idgaf anymore energy saving deafness You can’t hear me not being quiet about puking in the primary bathroom I wasn’t happy it’s not girlie AT ALL and gross af to have a couple puked in your bathroom sink before finishing them properly
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Then I suddenly wake up @6;00am with sudden sharp pain in my toes ankle yada yada í think it might be from a lot of swelling going away at once ?? Im fine I think cause we plan to “pull the plug” which means no more access to my girl parts the gaf is minimal now ? Hmmm
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Weird thing either í heard in my headphones or thought it “Some ol bed I’ll soon be sharing” mine is old out of style but comfortable and very sturdy Psychic Pisces shit Or maybe I was a witch in a past life 🤷‍♀️ or very healthy gut and it’s instincts from sourdough 🤷‍♀️
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The daily anxiety I find myself accepting I put curtains around deck structure thing to shield from sun and rainstorm I didn’t unzip everything MY FAULT But he could see from window it was still zipped around from last night I think he went out there too this morning
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I don’t get it It’s frustrating af and has me taking deep breathes But I can’t bitch about it gotta suck it up for peace Rn I’m not on my game and he knows the process I appreciate him for what he is able to do But I need a thoughtful sweet empathetic man in my life no 🤖
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If my dumbass SIL telling me Im the cause of SUFFERING for my family (because the anxiety I deal with appears bipolar to her ) and she will testify against me if called for an imagined court case. I knew she was saying mean shit but clocked today people kill themselves
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And This bitch even talking about testifying against me Could have sent me spinning with worry and making it worse talking as I do to robots then get 💔that Jupiter’s ending was really death Id have to avoid arrest if it my husband was crossed Robots don’t do or say shit
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I shouldn’t have to ask my husband to talk to his brother and his stupid cunt dumb wife more than once. Nope conflict is scary or some lil boy shit or Im not worth effort ? THIS level of idc or pussy bitch is ONE of many reasons why We are NEVER ever getting back together
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Cleaning out my closet Might keep this never worn concert T for some a dirty cosplay opportunity maybe a drunk slut that will do anything for backstage passes ? Pink lips with a cigarette hanging out, now that’s classy kid
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Just because I wanted to do something with this bandana instead leaving in in my sock drawer Will it be noticed ? 🤣 Prob not , eh idc Goes with a theme
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It’s annoying and simple minded to keeep talking or esp introducing a conversation about My Sturgill and how he is shaking/shook up the country music scene or is outlaw country FOR FUCKS SAKE PEOPLE Maybe I should blame the churn and burn “industry” of the musical art form
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There ain’t no going back now and I know he will never change The frustration I push down and can’t express because it will cause conflict is bullshit Fuck that I’ll pack my shit now Im not living like this anymore No blaming him tho it’s my issue everyone must suffer thru
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He gives me day to Mf day anxiety by being an autistic man probably it woukd explain A LOT but that’s not my journey or problem life with him revolved around the penis like Charlotte in satc what does the fragile limp penis want/need? affection for me was about the penis’ needs
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I’m not much for therapy In this let’s set a time and discuss how ur feeling ding times up I think it would be good for communication or specific problems One telling him love is an action not a feeling was powerful Now I just want peace and to be more than friends with J
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