hudson's acting is actually so insane, the way he physically pulls back, the micro-expressions as he composes himself going from sadness to shock to disappointment? then relief, he gave us an entire potential character backstory in a split second
This scene says so much about how he grew up, even his breakdown is timed, and then it’s straight into problem solving mode. It makes perfect sense that he always needs to be so in control, and that Ilya is the only one he can truly let go with