musician / actor/ comedian / a black star
Joined August 2010
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Well I am just confused now. I would call and say I am avail but I am so defeated. Because I raeady told you in written. I am avail. You guy win. I’m just gonna crawl a little ball in the fetal position.
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God, why don’t people realizeg helping others you help yourself. I try to help as much as others as much as I can.
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I am spacy idiot I am spacy idiot = I am even more a spacy idiot
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I wish some one just listen and read the lyrics to David Bowie Blackstar it has all my deals. I even lived through other on album like poetry through my life. I am at the last song now
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And I’m getting blamed because my goddamn doesn’t Union their job. I apply for work every fucking day. And most of the time I get released. That fine. I never cancel once I’m booked. Why am I getting shitted on? God why? It’s driving me crazy. I am literally trying my best
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I am starving. I going do something I regret. I need to go back into hospital.
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God can you In cancel law & order organized crime for Chris. I know it mean the mean a lot to him.
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I don’t want to be broke anymore god. I trying my best. I am on spectrum. It’s not easy being me. I am trying to move forward. I feel like chains on my legs. I need help.
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I do miss the triple crown basement. I had so much fun there doing improv. It was hotter than hell in there. It was worth it. getting people to stay after the jam and see my next set. That made me feel really good. After it’s over then they flee
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I wish I had more self confidence. Never made the teams. I worked my ass off getting training. I just did improv in the triple crown. Now that no more. I really
Needed to make house teams. Now I can do improv for free. That affects my mental health.
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I want to make but part me is hold me back. It want it too. Maybe It also doesn’t want it either. Maybe I just wait for right path IDK. It doesn’t speak. Hindsight is 2020. I feel like an idiot.
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Cutting my hair then. I felt so stupid. I am crazy. The weather getting warm. I didn’t see that coming on set. That was my bad. I do feel bad about that. His just got cancelled. I wish I could make it up to you Chris!
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I remember Christopher Meloni told me “I am not his son” that is true. I also really didn’t have a father. Sounds like he did. I didn’t say anything. I stand in for his son. An actor that got the role for being friend the casting director.
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They released me. Just as I expected. There no way there rush calling. I still do it. Even though I don’t want to. Please give me money. I need to eat they cut my food stamp
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God why can’t successful at something? Because I feel like I am failing because I don’t succeed enough. Everything goes wrong in a ridiculous ways. I feel I getting messed with. It little things to the bigs. Smh
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I feel so bittier. It feels weights and chains are pulling down my frown into feeling of just feeling glum.
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I got pinched nerves in both sides of my neck. I need a steroid shot my right side right of my neck. I’m in a lot of pain all the time. Shoot down both arms, both shoulders. Working it puts me in a lot of more pain. I have to put my back on ice. Throughout the day..
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I haven’t had a bone in 11 years. Now each set I land on. I am going to have to get upgraded. It’s only way I have motivation me continue going to on. I in a lot pain pinched nerves in my neck. I certainly don’t want to be working on set. I am a musician.
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