When people want to see my soft side but they're not her.

In your highs? Maybe. In your lows? Always

Once I nearly got everything I wished for but nearly doesn't count.

City Nights by Shozzy and you on my mind

Being hated by idiots is the price you pay for not being one of them

POV: Me holding captain's deck on cargo in rust

If you knew you were 100 rejections away from your dream, think how excited you would be every time someone told you NO

grateful to be super occupied and busy with work.

In a room full of 1000 women I’d still find you the prettiest.

How her voice still echoes in my mind

real

When the alcohol starts to taste like “I was willing to settle for whatever you could give me as long as it meant having you”.

i don't know who needs to hear this but in order to become a better person, you must first realize how horrible you really are. not in the dramatic sense, but in the quiet ways you sabotage yourself, repeat unhealthy patterns, hurt people who care about you, or tolerate what wounds you. you cannot grow if you keep pretending you’re innocent in the story you created

The masculine urge to give someone the world.

I miss playing board games.

"You can't truly call yourself peaceful unless you're capable of great violence. If you're not capable of violence, you're not peaceful, you're harmless". -Jordan Peterson

All sins are attempts to fill voids

got an rtx 5070 and now my psu is not sufficient fml, one upgrade leads to another and its just an endless loop.

Vanilla Twilight

This mf Joji makes me want to yearn again, bro drops songs at the worst time possible. Piss in the wind is gonna be the end of me.