I wanted to thank everyone who checked in with me via DM, text, and under my last post. I hadnāt been back on X, therefore havenāt responded to anyone, and Iām so sorry for that. Thank you all, I have so much love and appreciation for you.
This loss of my friend from suicide has been a struggle for me. Hugely painful. Itās also brought up a lot for me from the past loss of my dad, whose anniversary of death is next week, so just very difficult time.
Life can be so damn hard and so very painful at times. I know most of us here are going through it in some way. Current loss, past loss, trauma, perpetual pain of all sorts⦠most of us have touched this place, if not live here full time.
For now, Iām just resting a lot. Trying to regain footing. Being regular with therapy. Snuggling my dog. I am going to plan some travel. Some hiking, my body needs to be reminded itās alive. Hopefully some writing.
Iām not ready to be back here fully yet, but I wanted to check in and say thank you for your support and messages, and also hereās a pic of the girl for you. Sheās good. She got her teeth cleaned and got a checkup and sheās doing wellš©¶