Statement regarding a recent livestream of mine: Few days ago, I did a livestream during which I made extremely defamatory remarks about my former circle of friends. I acted out of anger, I felt lonely and was seeking support from any source possible, in this case, my Twitch chat. Beyond a couple of minor lies, such as claiming they had forbidden me to attend my nearby locals, which never actually happened, I want to correct my most egregious statement. I claimed that they were aware I was having suicidal thoughts yet had deliberately gone out of their way to attack me in order to worsen my mental state. This never happened and isn't remotely close to the truth. For quite some time now, I have struggled really badly with compulsive/pathological lying and twisting the reality of many situations which is one of many behaviors and reasons that ultimately caused my friends to turn away from me. This caused my mental state to get worse, not any of their actions. I was deeply hurt and repeatedly attempted to reach out to them since our "friendship breakup", going against their wishes and faced rejection from them repeatedly. To be honest, I haven't had many good friends in my life, they haven’t done anything hateful and I was both unable and unwilling to accept that my own behavior was what had driven them away. I have also done other mistakes and over the past few days I have realized, through the way people have talked about me, that I have hurt more people than I have realized. If my words or actions have ever hurt you, I apologize. Less than a year ago I sent off a tweet about wanting to become a better person, but I have failed, although failing probably isnt the right word, because I haven't really tried. I will try to see a therapist as soon as I can and work on the way I communicate and behave towards others.

Statement regarding a recent livestream of mine: Few days ago, I did a livestream during which I made extremely defamatory remarks about my former circle of friends. I acted out of anger, I felt lonely and was seeking support from any source possible, in this case, my Twitch chat. Beyond a couple of minor lies, such as claiming they had forbidden me to attend my nearby locals, which never actually happened, I want to correct my most egregious statement. I claimed that they were aware I was having suicidal thoughts yet had deliberately gone out of their way to attack me in order to worsen my mental state. This never happened and isn't remotely close to the truth. For quite some time now, I have struggled really badly with compulsive/pathological lying and twisting the reality of many situations which is one of many behaviors and reasons that ultimately caused my friends to turn away from me. This caused my mental state to get worse, not any of their actions. I was deeply hurt and repeatedly attempted to reach out to them since our "friendship breakup", going against their wishes and faced rejection from them repeatedly. To be honest, I haven't had many good friends in my life, they haven’t done anything hateful and I was both unable and unwilling to accept that my own behavior was what had driven them away. I have also done other mistakes and over the past few days I have realized, through the way people have talked about me, that I have hurt more people than I have realized. If my words or actions have ever hurt you, I apologize. Less than a year ago I sent off a tweet about wanting to become a better person, but I have failed, although failing probably isnt the right word, because I haven't really tried. I will try to see a therapist as soon as I can and work on the way I communicate and behave towards others.

Funfact about myself I played two World Championships, went 4-4 back to back and had the worst resistance of all 4-4 players both times - definitely not great, but I plan on changing it all this year 🙏🏼… With how the season is going so far, I won’t be invited at all 💪🏼🔥

I don’t think I have another second place at a local in me