โ€œIf no one in the entire world cared about you, did you really exist at all?โ€ {Admin on of-dust-and-shadows.tumblr.cโ€ฆ}

Joined March 2010
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I'm not quite certain who still follows me here but can you please do me a favor and follow @EllysiaAmare? It's my OC acc. Thanks!
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Oh bloody hell, it's been a long time.
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{quietly to the weapons room and push the door open startled by @TragicViolinist} Heavens you gave me a fright. {I whispered.}
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{to Charlotte. At this time of night I'm sure no one is up so I don't bother with slippers or a robe. Simply in my nightgown I walk{C}
{In my bedroom I couldn't remember where I placed it. It finally occurred to me that I left it in the weapons room when I was speaking {C}
I rather miss @TragicViolinist
Peep show? And what does that exactly mean, @CursedParabatai?
I have messed up plenty of times but I will never regret what I have said or done. He is and will always be my loveliest reality.
{If nights with out him were long than the days were far longer. I sat in the library, wondering if this was going to be my new reality}
{taking @TragicViolinist hand gently I mumble soft nothings as he sleeps, far too wake to sleep. I keep watch over my beloved.}
I cannot stop crying.
WHO AS READ CP2? I NEED TO VENT TO YOU NOW.
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{Walking towards Jem's room in hopes @TragicViolinist is there. I hoped that he wasn't too indisposed to receive me}
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Heavens its been too long
-The joyous music turned to one of festive spirits, Charlotte had indulged us in Christmas decor and in turn lifted my own spirits.-
-were dragging on slowly. I longed for another adventure.-
-Laughing to my self as I play, I forget how amazing it was to learn and wonder if I should take it up again. The days at the institute[c]