I say this as someone who knows that Tom has 50 IQ points on you.
You need to talk to us, but you’re scared. You’re petrified. Come talk to me, or Tom. Let’s have a friendly conversation and see how smart you are.
Now, make excuses and run away, coward.
I say this as someone smarter than you.
You're in a cult, Tom. You need to talk to more and different people who aren't awful or crazy.