Servant of the Most High, Slave of Christ

Joined August 2014
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Black Friday I’ve always found the irony hilarious that the day after we are supposed to be thankful for everything we have, comes the biggest day of consumerism and materialism. Murica baby! Blackfridaydeathcount.com let’s us know there have been a total of 17 Black Friday related deaths, the last one being in 2021. Needless to say, with online deals and companies extending their Black Friday deals to either the week or the month of, the hype of the early 2000s Black Fridays seems to be behind us. Thank the Lord! Make sure to not fall into covetousness and keep your hearts pure, Shalom! For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also. Matthew 6:21 Take care, and be on your guard against all covetousness, for one's life does not consist in the abundance of his possessions. Luke 12:15 But godliness with contentment is great gain, for we brought nothing into the world, and we cannot take anything out of the world. 1 Timothy 6:6-7
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If anyone hasn't seen Wag the Dog, I highly reccomend it. Could be a modern parody of today's world. It's free on youtube. Be blessed! youtu.be/HWFb8ejqz48?si=QtJH…
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Thank you all for the birthday wishes Quick update for those who are curious. I’ve been silent for a bit, mainly because the Lord has been growing my endurance, patience and faith through the fire. I’ve been in southern Cali for a few weeks now. I was blessed yesterday to be given the best gift I could have asked for: getting off the streets. I’ve lost track of how long it’s been but literally on my birthday I finally was able to get into a shelter. Found employment as well, so can save for what the Lord has in store next. Found an amazing church community that is super active and welcoming. Met them on the street downtown doing deliverance. Was freed from some unforgiveness that crept into my heart unaware, and received the gift of tongues: it’s pretty great! God is so good! The Lord has been teaching me a lot through this time. I’m not gonna lie, it’s been tough. Not only having to deal with rain and getting absolutely soaked to my bones, but trusting God through the wilderness season. It has been lonely and really made me rely on Jesus for everything. The Lord has provided every single day in amazing ways, not always in fireworks but in the still, quiet moments as well. There are some awesome missionary opportunities opening up that I’m praying and waiting for the Lord’s perfect timing. Finding community that has helped nurture the gifts the Lord has given has literally been a miracle. May the Lord receive all the glory and continue to use my life as a testimony to His mercy, grace, provision, glory and love. It is the Lord who goes before you. He will be with you; he will not leave you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed. Deuteronomy 31:8 When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and through the rivers, they shall not overwhelm you; when you walk through fire you shall not be burned, and the flame shall not consume you. Isaiah 43:2
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Jesus and 33 Have you ever wondered why Jesus started His ministry at age 30? Why it only lasted 3 years? Why not sooner or later? Was it just random or prophecy? Is it possible there was a countdown hidden in Scripture? There are actually many prophecies that point to the exact age and timing of Jesus. He was neither early nor late, He arrived precisely when He meant to. Daniel 9 Seventy weeks are determined upon thy people and upon the holy city, to finish the transgression, and to make an end of sins, and to make reconciliation for iniquity, and to bring in everlasting righteousness, and to seal up the vision and prophecy, and to anoint the most Holy. These weeks of years are 490 prophetic years. Gabriel told Daniel that from the going forth of the commandment to restore and build Jerusalem to the Messiah would be seven weeks and 62 weeks, or 69 weeks (489 years). In 445 BC King Xerxes of Persia issued the decree to rebuild the temple in Jerusalem. That is the exact window of Jesus’ ministry! It gets better, the next verse tells us after 62 weeks the Messiah would be cut off, but not for himself. The Hebrew word for cut off is kârath, which is used in the sacrificial covenant sense to kill. This happens in the final week between the 69th and 70th week. Adjusting for the lunar calendar this puts the year in the early 30s AD. The stars even agree, as on April 3rd, 33AD, at 3pm (the 9th hour), there was a lunar eclipse in the constellation Ares, representing the sacrificial lamb who was slain for us! Hallelujah! Patterns God does things in patterns and accomplishes His perfect work according to His divine timing. Joseph was 30 years old when he came out of prison and became the second most powerful man in the land. David was 30 when he was crowned king and reigned 33 years in Jersusalem. According to Numbers, no priest could serve in the temple until they were 30 years old. Ezekiel didn’t start receiving visions until he was 30. Jesus began His ministry at 30 years old. So why did His ministry only last 3 years? Well 3 is sacred in Scripture. It represents the Trinity, completeness, and resurrection. Jonah was in the belly of the fish for 3 days and Jesus was in the tomb for 3 days. There is even a hidden law about trees in Leviticus 19 that points to Christ. When you come into the land and plant any kind of tree for food, then you shall regard its fruit as forbidden. Three years it shall be forbidden to you; it must not be eaten. And in the fourth year all its fruit shall be holy, an offering of praise to the Lord. The tree of life, Jesus, performed His ministry for 3 years and gave His life for a Holy offering! There was also a sacred understanding in Jewish thought that 33 represents the fullness of strength, the prime of life. A man was considered to reach his full maturity from the age of 30-33, physically, emotionally and spiritually. So when Jesus was presented as the perfect lamb offering, He was in the fullness of His life. Perfect. In Exodus Moses gave the law about the passover lamb, how it must be a lamb without blemish. It had to be pure, strong and without disease. Jesus met that requirement perfectly. Pilate even examined Jesus and confirmed that he found no fault in Him. He was crucified and slain on the Passover. We even measure time now from His birth until now! How incredible that our King who never sat on a throne, never raised an army and never wrote down anything, all in the span of 33 years, completely turned the world upside down! Just like with anything good, the devil does his best to corrupt. There is a reason the number 33 is so prevalent in the occult. There are 33 degrees of freemasonry (that they tell us). There are many examples of this, but just be wary that the number 33 is used in the occult and secret societies. It has been twisted and corrupted by evil, but God designed it for Good. 33 going forward As my final days of being 33 come to an end, I definitely agree that this is a great age. It makes sense why it is considered the prime of life. It’s so beautiful that God in His infinite mercy and timing sent His Son to complete and fulfill His mission at that perfect and sacred age. If Jesus lived one more year, or began His ministry one year sooner, prophecy wouldn’t have been fulfilled. From the moment of His birth to His death, every second was accounted for and confirmed through prophecy, Scripture and the stars! If anyone else has examples of 30 or 33 in Scripture, please share! Shalom! But when the fullness of time had come, God sent forth his Son, born of woman, born under the law, to redeem those who were under the law, so that we might receive adoption as sons. Galatians 4:4-5 My frame was not hidden from you, when I was being made in secret, intricately woven in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my unformed substance; in your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them. Psalm 139:15-16 For while we were still weak, at the right time Christ died for the ungodly. Romans 5:6
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I dreamed I murdered people last night I woke up screaming, crying and confused. I genuinely thought for a whole minute I had killed someone before realizing it was a dream. I wept and repented for even dreaming something like that. To even think I am capable of doing that. Can’t remember how many it was, at least two people. Didn’t recognize anyone besides one person, my former boss (won’t say which one). I was being told to kill them, it was either part of my job or just an order from someone in authority. It felt almost like I was being compelled, like it wasn’t even me doing it, but it was. Deep down I knew I had a choice but it was smothered by the voice of someone telling me to do it. That it was my duty, my responsibility. After finally coming out of it and repenting, I asked the Lord why I would even dream something like that, and immediately He revealed that being angry with your brother or sister, hating them, is murdering them in your heart. That was one part of it. The other part was being told to hate someone or murder someone, especially when told to you by an authority, when everyone else it doing it, gives you more grounds to justify the murder in your heart. Especially with all the politics and division going on in our country and world today, the temptation to make it an “us vs them” or “good guys vs bad guys.” People don’t realize if it’s already at that point, the devil already won. I share this dream not because I want to, but to serve as a warning to not murder in your heart. It is so easy to hate these days. In fact, I witnessed it this morning in the gym locker room. Two brothers got into it and committed spiritual murder. My heart breaks because most people can’t see or are unaware of what happens to their spirit when your heart chooses hate. Please choose love today and forgive anyone who has wronged you. If you carry that in your heart, you are breaking the 6th commandment. Shalom Everyone who hates his brother is a murderer, and you know that no murderer has eternal life abiding in him. So if you are offering your gift at the altar and there remember that your brother has something against you, leave your gift there before the altar and go. First be reconciled to your brother, and then come and offer your gift. But what comes out of the mouth proceeds from the heart, and this defiles a person. For out of the heart come evil thoughts, murder, adultery, sexual immorality, theft, false witness, slander.
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It's not a matter of what is true that counts but a matter of what is perceived to be true. -Henry Kissinger Dang Henry, unfortunately you were spot on. We live in a broken world, where many times good is called evil and evil called good. When truth becomes subjective the whole building crumbles. Without a firm foundation of truth based in the Word, it is easy to be led astray. Let us take comfort from our King who told us this: I am the way, the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father but by me. God is a Spirit, and those who worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth. For this purpose I was born and for this purpose I have come into the world—to bear witness to the truth. Everyone who is of the truth listens to my voice. Sanctify them in the truth; your word is truth. Thank you Jesus for coming into the world, living a perfect and sinless life, testifying to truth, your obedience to the Father’s will, even death on a cross, and your glorious resurrection. Thank you for your love and perfect will. Sanctify us in your word and truth. Shalom!
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Halloween I am glad that Christian parents let their children worship the devil at least one night out of the year. Welcome to Halloween. -Anton LeVey (Founder of the Church of Satan) Abstain from all appearance of evil. (1 Thessalonians 5:22) Do not participate in the unfruitful deeds of darkness, but rather expose them. (Ephesians 5:22) Halloween, or All Hallows Eve, Samhain, is not all saints day. Just like how the catlicks stole the roman and babylonians gods and slapped the title of saint over them, do not be deceived. This day is serious, it's the devil’s favorite day. In fact, plenty of people knowingly celebrate the day of the dead, dia de los muertos, even self-professing Christians. Don’t you see how wrong that is? The Bible condemns that, it's an abomination to Holy God. Trick or treating? I’m not even going to discuss the real reason behind that, nobody wants to believe that. Much easier to just have a nice, cozy story to tell by the fireside that doesn’t give you nightmares at night. Jack-o-lanterns? Costumes? Bobbing for apples? Man, if you only knew. I know you are going to say, well we just dress up and don’t participate in any of that wicked and evil stuff. We just do trunk or treat, it’s harmless! We just give out candy, no big deal, it’s fun! We grew up doing it and have all these good nostalgic memories of when we were kids. We want our kids to experience what we did. You’re just being crazy and giving the devil too much credit. If I was the devil, I would probably whisper all those things in your ear also. What a snare this “holiday” is for so many people. There is a reason former satanists who have been delivered from the kingdom of darkness don’t participate in this wicked holiday. They know what really goes on. You can listen to countless testimonies that confirm how real this day is for the enemy. The veil between our worlds is at its thinnest. We are in a spiritual war, whether you want to believe it or not. This day is their Christmas, Hanukkah and Kwanzaa all rolled up into an unholy blunt of unrighteousness. Satanists are required to participate in all kinds of wicked acts and rituals on this holiday. It is the day of the highest number of human sacrifices. There is a reason this month has the highest number of missing people. Many of whom are children, homeless and immigrants. Please don’t participate in this day I beg you. It’s a trap. Just because your church or pastor says it’s okay, obey what God’s Word says over that. Woe to those churches and pastors who allow this abomination. You are misleading your flock and compromising your integrity by giving people what they want over what they need. Take a minute and consider something: is it worth it? Are you fiending that hard to participate? Even if there is a slight chance any of this is true, why would you risk it? Because you have always done it? Because you think it's harmless and just wanna party and have fun? Because everyone else is doing it? Because you are embarrassed to explain yourself to others if they ask why you’re not participating? Maybe God has protected your ignorance out of love in the past. Now you know. Now you are actively choosing to participate in wickedness. Out of love, please don’t. Don’t open that door, please. Don’t give the accuser any evidence to use against you, it’s not worth it. Do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers. For what partnership has righteousness with lawlessness? Or what fellowship has light with darkness? (2 Corinthians 6:14) Brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is honourable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable, if there is any virtue, if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things. (Philippians 4:8)
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Special treat I’ll release the Halloween message later this evening, but until then, have you guys heard of the illuminati card game? It’s a 1994 card game by Steve Jackson Games. There are tons of predictive programming cards with many events that have happened, and some that haven’t yet. It’s a part of their sigil magick I’ve been telling you about. If I get three different guesses, regardless of how wrong they are, I’ll release the real answer. This one is fun, there are actually two different cards for this one. Let’s see who can get close!
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By the wayside There is a reason Jesus taught in parables. In fact, Jesus basically only taught in parables to large crowds. It was only later when His disciples asked privately that Jesus gave the explanation and revealed the secrets of the Kingdom. Been really meditating on the parable of the sower for a while now. It’s recorded 3 different times out of the 4 gospels, so you better believe it’s important. Jesus even said in Mark “If you can’t understand the meaning of this parable, how will you understand all the other parables?” This parable is foundational in understanding the rest of His teachings. Behold, a sower went out to sow. And when he sowed, some seeds fell by the wayside, and the birds came and devoured them. Some fell among stony places, where they did not have much soil. They sprang up quickly, since they had no depth. But when the sun came they were scorched. And because they had no root they withered away. And some fell among thorns, and the thorns sprung up and choked them. But others fell into good soil and brought forth fruit. Some a hundredfold, some sixtyfold, some thirtyfold. Imagine you were just a regular dude at that time, were in this huge crowd listening to Jesus teach. What would you think? They were obviously captivated by His teaching, even without understanding the true meaning. They saw without seeing and heard without hearing. Which is why Jesus many times said those with ears to hear let them hear. Which category would you fall into you think? I know which one we all hope we would, maybe what we convince ourselves we are. Are the cares of this world and the deceitfulness of riches choking out any fruit? Maybe you have fallen among thorns. When tribulation or persecution arises because of the Word, are you offended? Maybe you lack the deep roots needed and are on that stony ground. Maybe all this goes in one ear and out the other. Regardless of where you are at, we all have the choice to be planted into that good soil. It might take some difficult choices. Maybe it’s a physical or spiritual uproot to go where God has called you. Maybe some priorities are taking your focus away from what really matters. Maybe you haven’t fully surrendered. Remember we have all been called to bear fruit. Maybe we don’t see any of that fruit in this lifetime on earth: that’s fine. We are farmers for God’s Eternal Kingdom. Maybe that looks like planting, or watering, changing soil or providing sunlight. Regardless, remember where your treasure is, there your heart will be also. Shalom!
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Charles Spurgeon If you have to give a carnival to get people to come to church, then you will have to keep giving carnivals to keep them coming back.
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Anyone else having wild dreams? I definitely have been, although I really struggle to remember when I wake up. Started keeping a dream journal. Curious to know if anyone else has. And it shall come to pass afterward, that I will pour out my spirit upon all flesh; and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, your young men shall see visions. Joel 2:28
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Stop apologizing for taking up space Seriously, I hear this all the time. Sorry. Sorry, Sowwyyy. Just stop. If you and another person walk in the same direction at the same time, just say excuse me! Excuse me, pardon me, yo bro, sup homie, God bless! There’s hundreds of better things to say. Don’t say my bad either, unless it really is your bad. But in that case just say sorry. If you genuinely did something wrong, knowingly or unknowingly, that you should actually apologize for, then yes, of course. Otherwise, stop apologizing for existing! I see this a lot with millennials. Maybe because we were blamed for everything. All that avocado toast is the reason why we can’t afford anything, right guys? Doesn’t help that many parents were absent, physically or emotionally, which somehow translated into our fault. Lots of therapists have steady work. Could be a lack of self confidence as well, a lack of knowing who you are and meant to be. Fully stepping into your identity leaves little to apologize for, which is why many leaders in the world, for better or worse, have that part figured out. There’s definitely a social aspect to it also. People tend to mimic the speech of those they are associated with or want to be. If you surround yourself with people who are constantly apologizing, chances are you will also apologize as well. Could be a nervous habit, if you catch yourself saying it, just stop and reflect. There’s definitely a spiritual aspect behind it too. Don’t want to dig too deep for now, just know that we have been under a lot of attack for a reason. Keeping you low, head down, apologizing for existing, keeps the slave owners happy. Your language shapes your life. How you speak translates into how you think and feel about yourself and the world. Words have power, which is why the occult has abused that power through spells. It goes both ways, words can be used for righteousness. What they were designed and intended for actually. People seem to have forgotten that. Try journaling, try writing out a prayer. Take some time with your thoughts and words. Reflect on how your words are shaping you positively and negatively. Maybe ask yourself how God sees you. If you could see how special you are in His sight and His love for you, you’d never doubt yourself again. Shalom!
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Lighthouse Imagine a lighthouse on a stormy coast. For years it has saved countless ships by shining a strong and steady beam that warns sailors of the deadly and rocky shores ahead. One day a group of townsfolk decide that the light is too harsh, too offensive. So they soften it, they dim it, they make it more pleasant. The lamp glows warmly now, less blinding, more inviting. Sailors at sea see the light, but cannot see the danger. Ships now sail straight into destruction. The lighthouse still stands, it still shines, but with its truth softened. It no longer saves, it kills. That’s what happens when the church dims the truth in the name of love. The intention may sound compassionate, but the result is catastrophic. You guys are not going to like my halloween message. Giving a heads up now. Don’t shoot the messenger, please, I do it out of love. Shalom!
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Fasting It seems that many people I’ve talked to about fasting have been convicted about this topic. Some people have never fasted before and want to know if they should. For others, maybe it’s been a minute, or way longer. Is fasting even important? Short answer is yes, extremely. It’s a spiritual discipline and tool that we as believers should be utilizing. Let’s see what Jesus had to say about the topic. And when you fast, do not look gloomy like the hypocrites, for they disfigure their faces that their fasting may be seen by others. Truly, I say to you, they have received their reward. But when you fast, anoint your head and wash your face. Then no one will notice that you are fasting, except your Father, who knows what you do in private. And your Father, who sees everything, will reward you. (Matthew 6:16-18) So what can we glean from this? Well for one, Jesus tells us when, not if. So this is an expected discipline, something He expects us to be doing. Let that sink in for a minute. Just like how God expects us to pray and serve others, we are expected to fast. Also, we are not supposed to make a big deal about it and announce it to others. That’s not the point. It should be done without others knowing ideally. It’s a heart matter. God sees your heart and intention behind the fasting. Either you are doing it to please God or man. Either way, your reward will be tied to your heart attitude. Jesus also casts out a demon that His disciples were unable to. When they asked Him why they weren’t able to, He responded with “this kind does not go out but by prayer and fasting.” (Matthew 17:21) That goes to show some spiritual battles actually require fasting! Wow! What about the early church? Did they fast? Oh boy did they. There are tons of examples in Acts of the early church praying and fasting, especially before an important decision or mission. In my own life, every time I’ve fasted with a purpose, the Lord has kindly and powerfully answered. So what is fasting? By definition, it’s voluntarily abstaining from eating. It’s not eating by choice, with the intention of glorifying God. It’s a sacrifice on your part, because you give up your hunger desires in order to show God your devotion. It’s an acknowledgment of living in the spirit and not the flesh. Every time your stomach growls, it serves as a reminder to pray and seek God. How long should you fast? Personally, I believe that is between you and God. Again, it’s a matter of the heart. I’ve fasted as little as a few hours to a few days. 24 hours seems to be a good amount of time from my own experience, but whatever you feel led to follow that. Even just doing from like sunrise to sunset can be a good starting point if you have never done it before. Again, there are many types of fasting like intermittent fasting, partial fasting, Daniel fast, juice fast, corporate fast, etc. Lots of fancy ways of just not eating. There are many secular studies as well that point to the positive health benefits of fasting. Why bother going over this? Because if you are a believer and follower of Christ, you are expected to fast. Jesus expects it from you. Not as a matter of having to but wanting to. He tells us if you love Him, obey Him. My suggestion is this: fast with a purpose. Maybe you have an important decision coming up. Maybe you feel convicted of a certain sin you are struggling to overcome. Maybe your heart breaks over family who doesn’t know Jesus. Whatever it is in your life, give it up to God by putting your money where your mouth is. Or in this case, stop putting food in your belly for a bit. If you make a commitment before God to fast for a certain amount of time, make sure you do it. Better to not make that promise and do it, then commit to it and not do it, feel me? Part of fearing God is to not mess around in this area. Examine your heart and motives and take any commitment before God seriously. Think of it this way, under the law before Christ, if you sinned, you needed to make a blood atonement through animal sacrifice. When Christ became the sacrificial lamb and shed His precious blood for us, that sin debt was paid in full. In the same way of making a sacrifice, fasting serves as a form of sacrifice today to show our sincerity, faith, thanks and obedience. If anyone has any additional insight to share, would love to hear it! I can only cover what God’s Word says about it and my own experience. Shalom!
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I'm back in the armpit, I mean sunshine state! God sure does have a funny sense of humor. It's what I get for bashing on Florida so much, even though I chose this. After freezing my family jewels off in Washington, decided to pick the complete opposite state. Those snow birds have it figured out man! Honestly, Florida reminds me of jail, no joke. The same spirit seems to reside amongst a majority of my people here. It's this ape-like, aggressive, violent, knuckle-dragging, nothing going on behind those eyes spirit. I don't like it. People here act like animals. Not everyone of course, but enough. Out of every state and city I've been to, I've never felt as unsafe as I do now. Closest would be Dallas probably, it's bad there, but not as bad as here. My heart truly does break. There's plenty of resources here at least, but everyone acts so entitled and ungrateful it's mind boggling. I learned a lesson from the school of hard knocks yesterday. I'm fine, but man, I've got to keep my survival instincts honed and sharp. Thank the Good Lord He protects me, it's brutal out here. Oh and my staff. I'm serious, like everyone asks me if it's a weapon. Nobody literally ever asked me that, and trust me, I've gotten tons of comments on my staff, never about it being a weapon before. It's pretty sad if you see a beautiful object of creation like that and reduce it to a weapon. But yes, it is a weapon fool. The battle isnt against flesh and blood, but it can still defend this flesh. It's like that scene from the two towers where Gandalf and company arrive in Rohan and wormtongue is like "take the wizard's staff." And the guy goes to take it and Gandalf says "oh, you wouldn't part an old man from his walking stick now, would you." Haha 😂 My heart breaks for the women out here too, there's a decent amount and I know it has to be hard on them. Can't imagine what that must be like. People weren't meant to live like this. What an eye opening experience. They are also, starting this weekend, arresting people they catch sleeping on the street. Yet without proper housing accommodations, I'm not sure what people are supposed to do. I guess just go to prison? Might be better in there than out here for some people. Please pray for those less fortunate than yourself. As bad as you might think you have it, plenty of people have it way worse. God loves each and every person equally, treat your fellow human beings with kindness and empathy. You never know what might happen or how the tides might shift. Shalom!
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Shabbat Shalom!
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It's in Gove County, Kansas. Underground. But shhhh..... It's a secret!!!! Better hope they don't find out about Mars or Zion!!!!
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Why would the director of the FBI tell Charlie Kirk he would see him in Valhalla? He couldn't possibly be talking about the secret underground base in Kansas right? Naw, probably just a coincidence. That would mean the obvious fake assassination was exactly that: fake! @realDonaldTrump @FBIDirectorKash @charliekirk11
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