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landed in philippines :) 🇵🇭

decided to move country overnight, now i’m packing for my flight tomorrow, will see how it goes

can’t believe it’s been this long, really grateful to be part of💚 lil cold feet, not really good with crowds, but love these special events that brings a bunch of ppl together

Please be patient to UK content creators We are currently being hit with a pretty intense heatwave, meaning we'll probably be working a tad slower, have less energy and may even need to take a break from our PCs to prevent them from overheating Also none of this "Well we have it hotter over here" bs: - UK heat is built different - Most of us don't have ACs since we rarely NEED them for most of the year - Our houses are built to keep heat in due to how cold our weather can get - We aren't as used to hot weather given how 80% of the year, UK weather isn't hot We're not trying to dispute who has it worse/hotter, we just want patience and understanding 🙏

meds made things worse, started drinking again, amplified my highs staying up more than usual 24hrs everyday, still have mood swings. gotta wait weeks to figure what goes on from here. at least i gave it a shot, gonna be adjusting without it, hopefully doesn’t affect my streams too much.

did my 1st shorter streams in awhile last night, 16hrs- since my mood didn’t seem like it would pick up but before that, it was 20, 32, 26, 24, 40, 39, 30, 37, 50, 52 hours, without much break in between, really back to how i was, but more wired than before at least i haven’t been drinking, but the urge has been strong

i say this, but i’m back to my 24-40hr awake days & can’t keep a schedule or anything again, just when i think i’m getting somewhere, back to where i started or worse. furthest step i’ve took, but just sucks how easily i slip back when it feels like it’ll never happen again

thank you, happy to spend my days with you all🩵 grateful for everyone i’ve met & got to experience my streaming journey with, appreciate you loads xx

i didn’t know things could feel easier, having a shower, getting dressed, brushing my teeth, making tea, opening the window/curtains, having a walk, exercising, having time for myself, everything. it doesn’t feel so draining & hard anymore. after all these years, i feel like i’m normal

been up for 40hrs & still feel so wired, i get this a lot so it feels normal though i know it’s bad, but i feel great & can’t sleep. is it normal?

on some new meds, haven’t been feeling like myself

head’s fried

been getting into pixel art 🎨 just want to paint all the pokemon

i really have no life

haven’t been out since september, hospital’s only thing getting me out the house. forgot to take a picture for proof, but i touched grass ☘️

found a shiny rapidash in pokemon mystery dungeon ! she’s sooo pretty✨

anyone else struggle to drink water? been like this for years, just feel so lazy to do anything good for myself