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hallelujah ?
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( J put her wings away and lunged at him . She stopped short of actually landing on him and just grabbed his shoulders โ shaking him . )
Your name is Nathan!
I was Joyce!
We were in love!
The tie is yours!
It's always been yours!
Just ๐ก๐ค๐ค๐ ๐๐ฉ ๐ข๐ like you used to!
โฆ. you think? You knowโฆ I wouldโve believed you more if you werenโt wellโฆ. You.
( N did have some kind of sadness in his voice. Right now his emotions are a mix of angerโฆ andโฆ scared? Heโs spent years alone and getting bullied
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Nathan , please !
I know you're still in there !
I know โ I know โ I know that you're never really gone ! you promised me ! you promised !
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( J's wings flare out and she covers herself with them )
i'm sorry , i'm sorry , i'm sorry , i'm sorry , nononono, pleasepleaseplease , i'm sorry , i'm sorry โ
( her visor shows a brief error sign )
... i should've been honest from the start...
Fuckโฆ what manipulation tactic are you using this time?
You knowโฆ I did try and actually express my emotions around you and what did you do?
You step on my fucking neck and say if you had the choice you would kill me yourself.
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( her visor glitched and she found herself unable to talk )
( no words for a few moments until she finally found her voice . )
... Nathan... you're all i have left... please , please , just give me a chance ... you used to be my best friend as well as my lover ...
( N would just stare at the tie that was now in the snow. Instead of picking it up or something he justโฆ scooted away from J without saying a word. He wouldnโt look at the stars again. Instead he just stared down at the blank snow. )
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( J gasped and then threw the tie at him )
It's your tie , you idiot !
i kept it because it was the only piece of you i still had !
it was โ it was โ you're โ you were โ ...
( her voice drops to a shaky whisper )
you were supposed to be mine ...
( N would look at the name on the tieโฆ he would stare as he seemed to try and remember butโฆ cyn really made sure to get rid of those memories. )
Iโm sorry butโฆ Yโknow itโs extremely weird having my name on your tie commander.
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( she puts her head to her knees and rocks back and forth )
N!!! No! , this is not how this was supposed to go !
We were going to be happy together ! It was you and me โ ๐ณ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ !
( she undoes the tie around her neck and holds it out to him )
whose name is that ? !
โฆ what did we used to have some kind of friendship or something that I didnโt know about ? Or is this just you trying to make me suddenly have connection with you.
Why do you even care. Apparently to you Iโm the most useless drone in the whole squad.
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No , no , no , no , no !
it can't go wrong this quickly !
no...
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( j has to hold her head to stop herself from screaming at him . )
Nโ stop, stop, please, don't talk any more .
shut up .
i do this because every time i see you , you never look back at me like you used to .
i'm ๐ต๐ณ๐บ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ to be what i once was to you .
please , Nathan .
โฆ I know you do.
You beat me constantly, you say how much you wanna kill me 24/7 you actively degrade me in front of V which you know I like her and Iโฆ.
Just admit you hate me and Iโll just move on from this. Itโs better to be told the truth.
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( j looks up at the sky and silently curses Cyn for her situation . )
... don't say i hate you .
do not say i hate you .
( she has to look away from him to try and keep her cool )
don't ๐ฒ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ say that again .
Same way I used to?
J- I mean- commander. I donโt understand what you mean. I mean, we just met when we landed on this planet from what I remember. And even then you hated me.
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( she doesn't know what to say . all she does is nod and then fly off . )
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( she whispered quietly )
because you didn't mean it in the same way you used to ...
Yโknowโฆ thatโs surprisingโฆ especially since just yesterday you shoved me into the snow just for saying good morning.
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( her eyes light up )
... it can be real ... ?
me and Nathan ... ?
of course .
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really ?
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( she inched closer to him , bit by bit . )
what do you want me to say ?
i'm not going to hit you .
( N would nod and look up at the stars, still humming innocently. )
You know , you seem a lot more calmer than usual.
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( she got down beside him . )
look up at the stars .
it's โ ... required .
( N would nod immediately and sit down in the snow, sitting innocently as he hummed to himself )
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this dumbass .
fuck , i hate him .
( groaning )
why is he so โ UGH !!!
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๐๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ด๐ต๐ฐ๐ฑ .
quiet .
let me enjoy this peacefulness .
( she gestured to the ground )
sit .
now .
O-oh! Sorry Jโฆ it wonโt happen againโฆ Iโll do better.
( N would say putting his arm down and kicking the snow a bit. )
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( dies a little on the inside )
I think J hates me.
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