Female. Stutterer. Consistently Inconsistent, Same Struggle Everyday (Depression& ADHD-I. Former IT/ERP Consultant. Sisyphus. Vagabond. Rough Sleeper. Invisible

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4 Sep 2018
Where Are My Words (Mild Stutterer, PWS). Consistently Inconsistent, Same Struggle Everyday (Depression, ADHD-I, Anxiety). Female version of the Greek God Sisyphus. Vagabond;
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Spirits | The Strumbellas youtu.be/F9kXstb9FF4?si=KxPo… "I don't want a never ending life I just want to be alive while I'm here And I dont want a never ending life I just want to be #alive while I'm here I got guns in my head and they wont go #Spirits in my head and they wont go"
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The encourager in the waiting room was named Ron. He asked me if I needed prayer...I said no. He sat down & talked to me anyway. Finally, I told him if I had a choice, I would've chosen to not be born...should've seen the look on his face. #MyWorld #TiredOfLife #Sisyphus #ImDone
I have 3 fibroids...the biggest one is 2.2cm. 😔😩 The nurse practitioner suggested trying to shrink the fibroids...so she prescribed Progesterone capsules 100mg...if I had health insurance, I'd choose to have them removed. Smh #MyWorld #Sisyphus #MyLemonsDontMakeLemonade
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I have 3 fibroids...the biggest one is 2.2cm. 😔😩 The nurse practitioner suggested trying to shrink the fibroids...so she prescribed Progesterone capsules 100mg...if I had health insurance, I'd choose to have them removed. Smh #MyWorld #Sisyphus #MyLemonsDontMakeLemonade
The clinic called earlier. One of their OBGYN Nurse Practitioners has an opening later today...I accepted the appt. #MyWorld #MyJourney #UterineFibroids
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The clinic called earlier. One of their OBGYN Nurse Practitioners has an opening later today...I accepted the appt. #MyWorld #MyJourney #UterineFibroids
Clinic called on Monday...I have uterine fibroids AGAIN!! 😩😢😭🤬 I had them in late 2008, they were removed in early 2009...weeks before my COBRA health insurance expired. Now, I don't have health insurance!! Clinic doesn't have any follow-up appts avail until April. #MyWorld
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The World I Know|Collective Soul youtu.be/n7TLTjqUyog "So I walk up on high And I step to the edge To see my world below And I laugh at myself While the #tears roll down 'Cause its the world I know Oh its the world I know" #MyWorld #MyJourney #ThursdayThoughts #LifeIsNotFair
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people.com/tv/nicholas-brend… Nicholas, U R gone now...but I see/saw U. U turned to alcohol & drugs to cope with mental health issues. The Universe was not kind to you. #RIPNicholas . Me...I turned to alcohol to deal with mental health issues & a lifelong neurodevelopmental disorder.
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Hear Me | Jim Brickman youtu.be/ZUfVTockkd4 "Take these tears, put 'em in a bottle Don't let these tears I cry be in vain Take these tears, keep them up in #heaven Water my life with tears like rain Hear me, hear my words unspoken Restore my faith in hopin' Hear me #MyWorld
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Clinic called on Monday...I have uterine fibroids AGAIN!! 😩😢😭🤬 I had them in late 2008, they were removed in early 2009...weeks before my COBRA health insurance expired. Now, I don't have health insurance!! Clinic doesn't have any follow-up appts avail until April. #MyWorld
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"THE WISH Into a well, a girl threw a penny. What do you wish for? Asked the well. I wish for a penny, said the girl." - Lang Leav #Simple #MyWish #MyJourney #Objective vs #Subjective
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"The mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation." - Henry David Thoreau
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I had bloodwork done today for my Rheumatology appt next month. #MyWorld #TiredOfPain
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Stop and Stare | OneRepublic youtu.be/HtNS1afUOnE?si… "Time to make one last appeal For the life I live Stop and stare I think I'm moving, but I go nowhere You start to wonder why you're here not there And you'd give anything to get what's fair Stop and stare"
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I left wearing my pants...no underwear. My pants were wet too...luckily black pants. I had a towel in my car...I sat on that for my drive home. I'm so tired of dealing with pelvic pain! 😩 #MyWorld #EmbarrassingDay
I had another transvaginal ultrasound done today bcuz of cramps...had one done a year ago I had to have a full bladder & I have overactive bladder...it did not go well. 1st part of the test I was fully clothed & I pissed on myself/clothes & the bed. #MyWorld #EmbarrassingDay
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I had another transvaginal ultrasound done today bcuz of cramps...had one done a year ago I had to have a full bladder & I have overactive bladder...it did not go well. 1st part of the test I was fully clothed & I pissed on myself/clothes & the bed. #MyWorld #EmbarrassingDay
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Voc Rehab here has me back in mental health therapy. I started last week on 2/24/26. I'm so outdone and disappointed in myself. 😢 😭 🤬 #MyWorld #Sisyphus #TiredOfLife
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The World I Know | Collective Soul youtu.be/n7TLTjqUyog "So I walk up on high And I step to the edge To see my world below And I laugh at myself While the #tears roll down 'Cause it's the world I know Oh its the world I know" #MyWorld #MyJourney #ThursdayThoughts #LifeIsHard
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I got home from work ~30mins ago. SuperBowl was lopsided...so I didn't miss anything. My boy Cooper Kupp had a good game. Yes, Kupp...I still see U 👀 👀 I'm beat...long work day! I'm eating a Dolly Parton frozen meal...tastes great. Then going to bed. #MyWorld #NoSocialLife
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Folk tell me to keep my head up, but @ the end of the day...they're all glad that they're not in my shoes...not walking my walk. #MyWorld #MyCycleOfDefeat #MyWorldOfLemons #MyLemonsDontMakeLemonade
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To everyone in Brookhaven, Atlanta & the surrounding areas. Y'alls winter storm was brutal!!! I know you're relieved that the worst of it is gone...still dealing with ice & dropping temps tho Don't forget about the #homeless folk...they're always without power/electricity/gas 🥶
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My bladder is emptying urine correctly, but as soon as my body produces a small amount of urine...I get the urge to pee. I pee every 30-45mins and it's become a huge problem!!! Very inconvenient!!! Smdh! 😫 🤬 #MyWorld #OveractiveBladder
I had a Urology appt on Tuesday morning for overactive bladder...smh. I started having to pee more than usual ~7yrs ago & it's gotten worse over the past 2yrs. In September, doc prescribed Oxybutynin...but it didn't help. Urologist prescribed Vesicare. #MyWorld
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