A bit of a longer post! ✌️
I’ve been quite inactive on social media since the beginning of the year because I’ve been reflecting on my future as a commentator.
To be completely honest, 2025 was the hardest year of my life personally. I lost my father, went through a breakup after 5 years together, and dealt with several injuries — including constant and severe lower back pain that eventually took a serious toll on me.
At the same time, I started realizing how unstable the esports ecosystem really is. None of my casting achievements would have been possible without my real-life work as a legal advisor. I’ve seen many talented colleagues struggle to make a living from casting esports, and the reality is that it’s a very tough industry — especially for newcomers and upcoming casters like myself.
Financially, unless you have a second job or are part of the “1% club,” building a sustainable long-term career in esports is incredibly difficult.
During my quiet period, though, I kept working hard — casting almost every day in both Bulgarian and English. I was blessed with the opportunity to work on the Parken Challenger circuit, and with every event, I felt myself slowly rediscover the joy of shouting about my favorite game — something I had lost by the end of 2025.
Huge shoutout to the CCT crew for trusting me to cast both Grand Finals of CCT Challengers EU 1 & 2, as well as to EsportsBulgaria, who have believed in me since day one.
I don’t know what the future holds. At some point, I may have to make a difficult choice and fully commit to a traditional 9–6 career, which would naturally make it harder to focus on esports casting.
No matter what happens, though, I’ll always see working in esports as “a privilege and an honor” — the phrase I open every cast with, and something I truly believe.
If you made it this far, thank you for taking the time to read this. I genuinely hope you’re healthy, safe, and happy, wherever life has taken you.
Right now, I’m in the best physical and mental shape of my life, and I’m learning to enjoy life both inside and outside of esports to the fullest.
I hope you’re doing the same. ❤️