Well, there’s a reason I haven’t been live the last few months 🤭 We’re having a little boy 🥹💙✨

6 weeks since I had a whole baby

Well - I stepped on a bark scorpion late last night and it’s been 12 hours of excruciating pain. 8 years living in Arizona and never even saw one in my house. It stung me multiple times on the bottom of my foot. The nerve pain is unbearable. 😭 Apparently the pain could last 72 hours and I’m ready to burn the house down and move to a new state. 😓😭

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Well…guess I can’t use this pillow for feedings now 😆

I know it’s Mother’s Day but it’s also our 1 year wedding anniversary 🥹 We had a secret courthouse wedding before our big wedding day that was just us and it will always be one of my favorite memories. Thankful for a year of adventure with you. 🦋🖤🫶💍

Our baby boy is here. Oliver 💙 Oh how your daddy and I love you so. The toughest thing I’ve ever done but worth it to welcome such a beautiful miracle and gift. Recovery so far has been tough but very thankful for @HusKerrs who has been an incredible dad and husband in all of it. The way he has stepped up is something I’ll always be thankful for.

Having contractions 😅

Hello everyone 🩷 I’m going to stream tomorrow night for my last stream before I have this baby. I won’t be live for a while following the birth and I’d love for you to stop by and say hello. 🥹🩷 I miss you all and I’m so sorry I’ve been absent from twitch for so long. This pregnancy has been the hardest thing I’ve ever gone through. Mentally and physically. I’ve been sick since week 6 and have gone through so much. I’m now almost 40 weeks and it’s hard to believe I made it this far. I’ve missed you all this entire time and am so grateful for those who showed up when I was able to stream. I want to say thank you for staying with me and understanding. As far as my health for this birth, it’s a bit scary and I’d appreciate any and all good vibes. I’m considered high risk and we’ve had to talk about some difficult things in case my health takes a turn. Anyways - I just wanted to let you know I’ll be live tomorrow and if you can, send some good vibes our way or stop by and say hello. ✨🙏🫶🦋 🩷🩷🩷 As far as when the baby is going to be born…I’ll leave you with this: “A wizard is never late, Frodo Baggins. Nor is he early. He arrives precisely when he means to."

Packing up the ol’ office. Realizing life is about to look different once the baby is here. Reminiscing on the 12 hour long streams and all the times I’ve spent online the last 10 years. I’ve got a few streams left in this empty office and then we are on to bigger things at the new house 🥸 Dare I say…outdoor kitchen? Cooking stream focused? Back to building theme parks on Planet Coaster? Yes. New adventures await 💃🪩✨🦋

I think anyone in a trade job or general contracting should be required to take classes on organization and communication. Holy moly…I might go into labor from stress with our new house…. 🙄🙄🙄 We were supposed to move in October by the way. 😵‍💫🫠 Now we are moving a week before the baby is due. Send help.

Visits to the hospital begin tomorrow for my low blood levels. I’m only 2 points away from needing blood transfusions so they are starting me with 3 (2.5 hour long) iron infusions. I’ll go 3 different times in the next week. Asking for good vibes as I hate IVs and am so burnt out from being sick the entirety of this pregnancy. 32 days from the due date. Moving to a new house in a few weeks. Hoping these infusions put me back on my feet. 🥺🩷🫶

I would like to go back to New Zealand one day, specifically the South Island….10/10 vacation spot 🙌 😍⛰️🏞️

Third trimester is not for the faint of heart. If you know you know… 🫩🥱😴🫠

Well, failed all my blood tests. Next week I’ll be getting transfusions at the hospital 🫠😓 40 days away from the due date and still dealing with this 😭 Please send the good vibes, I’ll be doing 3 separate transfusions next week so my levels improve for birth and the baby. 🙏

Beautiful wedding last night 🥰 48 more days 🍼🐣🩷

Good morning ☀️🐾🌊🌵

This past weekend I looked out the window to see this….the way it turned its head…lmao. Our neighbors were having a birthday party for their kids. Times have changed 😆😆

I have seen this picture cross my feed many times, and every single time it pulls me up short. His little blue lunchbox, the sneakers that are probably a tad too big because he would grow into them, the straps for his glasses so that he didn’t lose them, his checkered shirt that his little hands might have stumbled over in trying to make sure he got every button right, or perhaps his mother bent down to help him with; his mother who he waves goodbye to, who he loved and who loved him so deeply.