Joined December 2025
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Jan 21
Hit 30 days clean the other day.. really doing the damn thing. I always thought once I got through the physical withdrawal it'd be smooth sailing but over coming the mental hurtles of obsession and compulsion have been more challenging.
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Jan 15
Kinda forgot about this account. Really felt like shit for two weeks coming off everything. Now I'm coming up on 30 days totally clean.. every day is a lesson in focusing on what I can control that day and taking positive action in the right direction.
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24 Dec 2025
8 days in.. first Christmas I'll be completely clean in a long time
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20 Dec 2025
Day 4 almost done. Couldn't post yesterday as I was too sick. Throwing up, achey, tired, etc. the routine I've been doing that's helping me:
Wake up early and read some literature and pick a spiritual principle
Call sponsor
Work
Hit a meeting
Work
Meeting
Call sponsor.
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17 Dec 2025
Fentanyl is a weird drug. The high isn't all that great but it's so addictive. Your reptilian brain takes over and tells you you need it to survive. It really just makes you sleepy.
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17 Dec 2025
Day 2 is going well. Haven't used today. Contacted my sponsor for the first time in a month and he gave me a lot of hope and positivity. I feel like shit btw. Going to eat with my friend, then hitting a couple meetings
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17 Dec 2025
I'm a 29 year old fentanyl addict. My plan is to post about my recovery as a form of accountability. Today is day 1.
I've been trying to get clean and stay clean for awhile now and I'm so tired of falling short. I've had multiple months of clean time only to burn it all down.
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17 Dec 2025
I'm on the verge of losing my wife, my dogs, my job, my friends, and family. I obviously don't want that. I'll post updates here, answer questions, and tell stories of my time in addiction. Hopefully I can help someone else who is in a similar situation.
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17 Dec 2025
The next few days are going to be hell and going to be the hardest. I'll be counting minutes while everything in my body screams at me to do just one more.
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