You there's a huge point that is true and I forgot over time maybe because I had a bad start or because of spams or other reasons but I should chase for aspiration and not the results.
I'll take that advice to heart now.
Fuck AI. I don't care how long my debut will take, I don't care how much effort I put into it and I don't care if it doesn't do well when I show off the work when it's done, when I'm happy with it.
You shouldn't either. Chase your aspirations, not the end result.