There was a time when playing FIFA/FC and just being in my own little world brought me peace.
Then something happened. I caught feelings for someone I saw every day. And somehow, that one-sided story took over everything.
I changed my body, lost 60kg, thinking maybe, just maybe, I could be seen differently. Maybe Iโd finally be enough. I gave up old habits, distanced myself from things that made me happy, all to chase something that was never really meant to be mine.
It didnโt go the way I hoped. And yeah, it broke something in me. Quietly. Completely.
Now Iโm here. Not the person I used to be. Not yet the one Iโm trying to become.
But still standing. Still trying. Still fighting my way back, piece by piece.
This story mightโve saved my life long term but at what cost?
Please take care of yourselves. Love yโall โค๏ธ