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7 Jun 2023
Today my last frozen embryo failed to recover from the thawing process. Today, instead of a transfer, I had mimosas for breakfast, husband and I went to a spa, and we finished a bottle of red I won the other month. My version of self-care. Infertility is too exhausting otherwise.
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22 Feb 2023
Follow up appt from my IVF in October been cancelled and pushed back multiple times. I feel like my frozen embryo has been taken hostage.... sick of waiting now.
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6 Dec 2022
Diagnosed with chronic depression. Embarassed. Sick of this journey. Sick of work. Sick of work blaming my fertility journey on my reaction to a very stressful job. Just a few of my thoughts today. I want to finish work and go to bed.
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13 Nov 2022
Bad news friday night. Little embryo didn't stick sigh. Had a big glass of red. One of many probably. Break needed until after Christmas. I'm exhausted.
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TTC after Loss retweeted
9 Nov 2022
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9 Nov 2022
Faint but Positive test Monday. Repeated this morning. Fainter. I'm absolutely gutted.
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7 Nov 2022
Brownish spotting 10days post transfer. I'm so anxious. Can I still be hopeful?!
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2 Nov 2022
2ww is nerve wracking after ET. Trying to ignore cramps, bloating, back aches, headaches etc because really its very much likely to be the progesterone pessaries. But my mind wants me to start panicking that it's my period coming.
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31 Oct 2022
Has anyone experienced abdominal distension that moves between pain & discomfort, following ET? I have been permanently quite swollen (but no weight gain so suspect its just air) for days. The only comfort is lying down.
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28 Oct 2022
Embryo transfer this morning. I feel so nervous and am trying to shift my logical brain to just being positive. I research stats etc too much for my own good...
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20 Oct 2022
Fitbit stress management score does make me laugh mind. I really enjoy the phrasing of offering "full breakdown" next to your score.
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20 Oct 2022
Minor inconveniences are now enough for me to burst out crying. My egg collection has been moved by a couple of days and I know logically why. But my emotional state said NOPE
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15 Sep 2022
2 rounds of ivf. And no embryos. Third time lucky. Please give me one at least.
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15 Sep 2022
Since being induced to birth my sleeping daughter, I now cry during every internal exam. Smears. IUI. IVF. Today the nurse give me a hug. I used to not cry, I used to not hug. I've changed.
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6 Sep 2022
Feels like life continues to knock me down when I make progress. My break was going so well. Honestly sick of it. Literally can't be fucked to go to work and be stressed. And then be stressed about being stressed. I get very little joy out of anything at the moment.
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2 Aug 2022
I'm that level of anger where you go inwards and silent. I didn't realise how close I was to the line. I don't know how to get rid of it. I have the worst thoughts and I can feel myself getting so pissed off with everything. I genuinely would love to feel content with life.
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20 Jul 2022
Husband and I having a TTC break. There hasn't been a month this year I haven't been on meds. My body and our minds need a break. Don't know if I am numb to it all but I'm OK with that decision for now.
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