I’ve been in some pretty damn deep pits in my life.
I’ve never been in one as deep as the one I’m in.
I’ve been able to dig myself out of pits before; but none this deep.
Over the course of 6 months I’ve spiraled into depression, addiction, the worst physical health in my life, and generally hating the person I am.
I know a lot of people treat their socials like a highlight reel of their life. I’m too real for that, so the worst of the worst gets posted too.
With that, I’m going to be off this app for the foreseeable future. Maybe a month, maybe a year.
But I won’t open this app again until I wake up in the morning, look at myself in the mirror, and can genuinely say I love myself again and I’m proud of myself.
Until then, count your blessings, be honest, be empathetic, and go Pistons.