Don't wanna say it on Instagram to a much much larger audience and idk if people here will get a notif but I just finished the Bo Burnham special and idk what feelings I'm experiencing but many of them are negative and I'm not happy. Phenomenal special omg it's incredible but ow.

Having a CLOSE supportive friend group that says they love me and involves me in things often was *my* Golden Ticket as far as I can tell. Recognizing that my friends said the same things I said about myself, but that when they say it it hurts to hear, was also a turn around.