It felt like my work was impacting the final moments I was going to have with my father and my mother together.
So, without a word, I just stopped to spend time with them. But here's what's happened since...
To update you on my father: On his last moment with half of his heart literally dead and minimal blood flow, he took an experimental heart medication, he has had multiple heart attacks since and been in and out of the hospital. However, his veins started to unclog from 98% total blockage and starting to break down and open up. Had he had the medication 5 years ago, none of his heart would have ever happened and he would have been 100% healthy, just with back discomfort.
Sometimes in life, you gotta cut things out and focus on what is important in life. I closed on some deals and made enough money to focus on my family and my health. Since the break, I have developed habits that I haven't had since pre covid. I am running every day, started programming again and built multiple websites, and created new channels I have been wanting to. There are tons of other things, and there are other reasons, but this is the juice.
I am sorry I left, and that's wrong, but it's too hard for me because this community is a family for me and I would feel the pressure to try and juggle them both. I wanted to time my return properly and I felt a couple weeks before TOTS was the right move. I'm SO excited to tell you all what we have cooking for Fut alert and everything there. But we are back in the community and will be uploading again, will it be every day? Not sure, but it WILL be TOP quality going forward versus just pushing something out to push it out.
I can finally say I am back, and I am ready to give this community the best possible content I can.
Love you all and thank you to all that individually reached out to me. 😀