How the hell does a 27 yr old bald dude that plays mnk with crippled wrists make PL? Beats me, fuck it we ball.

I'd rather not get into too many details, but life is full of ups and downs. Unfortunately my downside is heavily related to coping with the constant mental battle of my auto immune disease. Running through all these different drugs and the amount of side effects associated is tough to sit on. Any little thing that happens in my body is a scary thing since I don't understand what's going on. Idk what the future holds for me with this condition so I want to make sure I live life to the fullest, spend time with family, experience things, and do it in a positive mental state. I feel as though stepping away from competitive gaming and focusing on myself and my health is necessary. It was a good run in apex, Thank you @Blinkzrr , @funFPS , and @yJely_ for keeping this bald mans dream alive <3

Apex Legends x Movistar KOI. Otro juego más a la lista. Este año viene la primera. #goMKOI

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I'm no longer going to play in PL/LAN TLDR: I have an auto immune disease that causes a lot of pain, and for some reason playing apex causes it to re-surface. I'm not going to play with the pain for the sake of others like I did for past teammates. After BLGS, I took a long break and a lot of my symptoms related to my auto immune disease and pain started going away. I felt really good for the most part and was able to do normal things like brush my teeth without pain. During this time it was unclear that I would even still be playing with trev, and if that came to be, I was extremely excited to start coaching. I enjoy using my brain more than aiming in apex, so this was seemingly perfect. I was asked to play for CTE and declined as I didn't think we were a good fit, I knew my mechanics have taken a hit from the break, I was already trialing as a coach with OBVN/STAL and this allowed me to focus more on my health compared to playing. One day before roster lock I was asked once more. It seemed as though CTE really wanted to play with me and essentially sold me on the fact that this would be an amazing fit; there was also the whole presly drama and they seemed to be frantic about finding a new third. All of that made me feel like I had to buckle up and make it work for the sake of going to lan as well as trying to help them out. Meanwhile, I had an opportunity to coach someone(crook) I've played against, looked up to, and all the other good reasons above about the situation. I don't know why I made the decision to play. Everything should've steered me to continue coaching. Within 3 days of playing, a lot of my pain is starting to resurface. I don't know why this happens with apex specifically, or maybe its just a coincidence to have a flare up right when I start playing. Unfortunately, after putting all my past teammates before myself, I no longer am willing to hurt myself for the sake of others. I have to think about my health first given all the complications I've had the past 5 years. Hopefully, everything will work out in the end and they can somehow salvage their team situation and I can somehow still find a team to coach.

LFT as a coach for Y5 -Previous IGL in PL -Specialize in creating efficient macro -Played both zone and edge -Analyze all other teams -Acute ability to identify problems and find solutions -Available to sit in scrims, vod review, etc -Extremely passionate for the game.

If any PSQ teams are interested in some coaching sessions, feel free to DM me. Looking to get into coaching more seriously and this would be a great way to get the feet wet.

LFT for Y5. Player or Coach, dm me on X or disc

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Nothing is guaranteed in life. Sometimes all you need is to have your back against the wall. Realizations have set in, my mindset is literally do or die.

I hate CC now that I'm older. Working 9-5 every week day then not having a weekend to unwind before going back to work is exhausting.

LF Coach/Analyst for BLGS and Y5 PL. Dm me. Looking for someone to elevate our game so we don't miss LAN by 2 points :D

it's just never good enough. why'd I have to be injured for a year and a half, why do i have to have an AI disease that causes so much joint pain, why couldn't i get to play the game more. God just wanted to make it as hard as possible for me I guess and I kept trying to push through. too close and it's gonna haunt me forever.

should I stream comp stuff?

Montage from last nights rank sesh :)

sorry I don't enjoy playing wall hack meta.