when you’re very mentally ill and you can tell people are waiting for you to slip up once so they feel justified in abandoning you later because they are tired of putting up with you
So what do you do if your best friend is flying to your house for a month and says he doesn't know if he's comfortable being around ur bf after you spent the last 3 months planning stuff to do as a group because you live with your evil transphobic mom
So what do you do if your best friend is flying to your house for a month and says he doesn't know if he's comfortable being around ur bf after you spent the last 3 months planning stuff to do as a group because you live with your evil transphobic mom
A man with severe OCD shot himself in an attempt to end his life. He lived, but the bullet destroyed the part of his brain that caused OCD, and he was cured.
i fucking love the idea of connor breaking down from guilt and pain after deviancy. Like the "I was stupid. I shouldve guessed they were using me." line is sooo yummy. yeah get Burdened with what u did before even if it wasnt ur fault at all. I love seeing him in pain
Resisting the urge to say "I want to kms" whenever me and my bf are in disagreement because that seems manipulative but I genuinely just wanna die whenever there's a minor inconvenience
I hate that in this society I have to pretend to like a gift even if I hate it or I'm seen as an asshole or ungrateful. Like sorry that as a trans man I don't like the bright pink tshirt you bought me that says "I'm a # girlboss" but I'm actually not sorry and you're an asshole
Nobody talks about the bittersweet feeling you get when you know you're moving away from your mom whom you have a hate/love relationship with and your dad who's not really in your life because of work but loves you more than life itself
how it feels having the deep seated belief that you're inherently unlovable and insufferable so every friendship you make is just a matter of time until they get tired of you and leave
teens will be suicidal, homicidal, seIf harm, have multiple drug addictions, be in & out of multiple abusive relationships, hallucinate, isolate, have complete delusions and yall will STILL say “it’s the teen years they’re supposed to be like that it’s just hormones”