Before this I was motivated to try and hit 10k. I was at 8.7k / rank 5 & gaining around 200-400 rp/night, super focused & motivated, but if I'm being honest I am completely drained by the event. I'll have to try a different season.
Playing in ERCC in this condition is hard.
A couple weeks ago I found out my dad didn't have long to live. It was really unexpected, and he is gone now.
I keep waking up and thinking " my parents are gone " - it's hard to alchemize.
life was supposed to make more sense the older I get but it gets more confusing.