dayum!!! you got dissociative identity disorder??? any of them freaky??? ★ mon, 24, white, multifandom ★ read link ★ keons & nine ♡ H.S. 🕊️ S.K. 🕊️ M.S. 🕊️
I think zombie stage looks great, esp considering the origins of zombies is that they were dead slaves revived to continue to work on plantations after death. not 1:1 obvs but zombies being used for a story of exploitation after death instead of as mindless foes is always great
A friendly reminder to (kindly) tell people to read the voice drama! I don't think casual fans are malicious when they don't do it, maybe they're just unaware that it's such a huge info, because well, it's not their main interest, but it's essential to understand characters...
then going back to "actually I'm literally normal. I guess I'm a system because objectively I have changed font like 5 times today but no I'm so normal. I'm winning at normal. nobody thinks I'm strange ever" for a time period
i love the complex bumpy road of “i accept being a system and i love my headmates” to “im extremely different than the average person and it’s embarrassing” not even a denial stage but the secret third option . which happens once in a blue moon but it still sucks
worked it out in late 2017/early 2018, repressed it for multiple years due to an abusive ex, admitted to it in like... 2021 more openly? but we were still sort of scared to be totally open until 2023 when we got into milgram and met people who accepted us being plural
also there were instances of me saying there were two versions of me as early as 2013, I just didn't have the language til 2017 or so and didn't realise it applied to me until I could deny it did
people are saying this is fearmongering and I get their point, but as someone suffering long-term side effects from a decade of SSRIs (that made me worse while on them mind you) it's absolutely true that there is not actually informed consent when it comes to them
—that in huge ways after going off of them and my numbness now stems from dissociation, but I have a decrease in both good and bad physical sensation that may never go away because of them. some people commit suicide due to these side effects. people need to be informed
(I will say it's rare/unlikely for permanent side effects to happen after only a month or two though from what I know, but I was on sertraline for 9~ years without much reflection by doctors beyond them increasing my dosage when my symptoms got worse, so)
my favourite pastime is not masking at work (besides what my brain naturally does for the sake of customer service) and essentially rotating between several different customer service sonas with wildly different voices which nobody notices