I have no one I can channel excitement into anymore (my friend called it "manic energy" but they acknowledged they caused what happened), and this is why I've been so lethargic.
I had the ability to channel an unreal-feeling-like-level of excitement into MULTIPLE people in 2021 and that's what made my presence to many in 2021 magical to **a lot of ppl**. It almost seemed unreal.
That doesn't mean it has entirely gone away.