Pro Wrestling Fanatic. New York Mets. Buffalo Bills. Soap Operas. I write for a living (Banned by Basti project coming soon) Perfectly happy in my misery.
Joined December 2011
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Back to My Home (Blog)-Talk of Personal Mental Health Issues theyearofthemoose.wordpress.… "This year has been all about the ban and my financial issues. It stands to reason that I am struggling with my mental health." #monday #randomthoughts #mentalhealth #friendship #moneyproblems
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Jun 15
Why People Don’t Drain Me theyearofthemoose.wordpress.… "when I listen to someone’s problems, it is not draining for me. It’s just giving me something to do. I can listen, I can ask questions and I can give my opinion. That’s easy." #bannedbybastiproject #goodlistener #perspective
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Jun 15
Fight (Part II) theriseandfallofthegreatmoos… "Every ounce of fight I have is being put towards finding a way out of my awful financial situation. This project is the only thing I have to acknowledge what happened." #bannedbybastiproject #financialstruggle #blogging #truth #blindsided
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Jun 11
Banned by Basti Project (Part II) theriseandfallofthegreatmoos… "The main point I want the readers to take from this is how society is a bit broken in ways that have nothing to do with politics or social justice. It's the way we treat people who are supposed to be our friends #bastiban
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Jun 11
Acceptance theriseandfallofthegreatmoos… "I cannot articulate what seeing that ban message did to me...the fact that we aren't speaking is probably fourth or fifth on the list of reasons this bothers me so much. #bannedbybastiproject #modernloneliness #mentalhealth #friendship
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Jun 10
theriseandfallofthegreatmoos… "This blog in a nutshell is about a broken friendship that didn’t need to be broken" #friendship #writing #writer #bastibanproject
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Also, I am done taking about the ban in the sense I don't have anything new to say, but I want to turn this hurt into something that I am proud of, even if I am the only person who sees it. The blog is the best writing I have ever done so I hope I can do something with it.
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I brought her up because she is my favorite streamer and I don't watch her anymore because it hurts too much to think about Twitch.
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I wish I could watch Caitlin and others, but Twitch is too big of a reminder of my failure. If being a generous tipper and a Tier 2 sub isn't enough, what does that say about me? It means I wasn't good enough. To be clear Caitlin is not the streamer who banned me.
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I can't watch Twitch anymore because it hurts too much. However, I did create a new username just to give Supcaitlin a tier one sub because of all the nights I watched her stream and laughed because of how funny she was. That is my thank you to her
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I completely reject the idea that I cannot talk about how that makes me feel. I used to feel somewhat guilty about it. I don't anymore. It's not just the ban itself. It's how it affects me in other parts of my life. I was completely blindsided and more than that....
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I am completely on the other side (well 98.8 percent there) of an argument that I have been having with myself for six months. I was a top tipper and a tier 2 sub to a streamer who also called me a friend and I was banned without warning.
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Getting Real About Getting Banned by Basti (Bastila) (Part IV) theriseandfallofthegreatmoos… "The GreatMooseSam was a character I created 15 years ago to be my alter ego, before I ever met her and now I can never work with that character again." What? He is? Since when? #project #great
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Getting Real About Getting Banned by Basti (Bastila) (Part III) theriseandfallofthegreatmoos… "I should have realized how compromised I am as a person and how a 'normie' would not be able to relate. I don’t feel bad that I trusted her not to ban me" #bannedbybasti #trust #lifelessons
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Getting Real About Getting Banned by Basti (Bastila) (Part II) theriseandfallofthegreatmoos… "I couldn’t even watch Smackdown and Saturday Night’s Main Event without being reminded of her and it’s not because she is a wrestling fan…far from it."#Bannedbybasti #heartbreak #writing
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This Blog theriseandfallofthegreatmoos… "This is about a really good friend who chose to hurt me when there were other options. I have something to say about that…so I will. #bannedbybastiproject #mentalhealth #writing #Twitch #friendship
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The Letter I Wrote After the Ban theriseandfallofthegreatmoos… "I’m just hurt, I’m really hurt." #writing #Twitch #Bannedbybastiproject #discard #socialmedia
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PAQ (Potentially Asked Questions) theriseandfallofthegreatmoos… "The biggest reason that this bothers me so much is I wasn’t worth a conversation. After 18 months of everything we shared together, she just dropped me." #bannedbybastiproject #writing #socialmedia #Sunday #Twitch
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Friendship Failure (Excerpt from Last Post) theriseandfallofthegreatmoos… "She is saying after everything we shared, I am on the same level as the people who she has had the worst interactions with on Twitch and Discord. It hurts so much that she puts me on that level" #bannedbybasti
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My Life Changed on 1/2/26 theriseandfallofthegreatmoos… "It has made me question everything about me" #Sunday #writing #Mentalhealth #Twitch #socialmedia #friendship #bannedbybastiproject
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