Today I caught myself thinking, βI wish I had started my manga sooner.β
But after sitting with that thought for a while, I realized Iβm actually glad I waited.
Iβm glad I took the time to improve my art, organize my lore, rewrite ideas, and build the world properly instead of rushing into it unprepared. All the notes, concepts, and years of planning werenβt wasted time. They were part of the process.
I genuinely believe The Depths Beyond will find its place in the world someday. Not because itβs guaranteed to be the greatest story ever made, but because it has a creator who keeps returning to it no matter what life looks like outside the page.
Tomorrow Iβve got a drug test and a five-hour orientation for a new job. I donβt hate work. Iβm not lazy. I understand responsibility, and I donβt mind contributing to society.
But if I could choose anything to dedicate my life to, it would always be art.
Not fame. Not status. Just creating.
If humanity landed on Mars and someone asked whether we found water or built shelters, Iβd probably be the person painting the landscape instead. Because thatβs what speaks to me most β taking something meaningful, emotional, or beautiful and turning it into something other people can experience too.
Thatβs the kind of role I want to have in the world.
Iβd rather be hated for what I created, than never to have created at all.
Each panel of the manga is meant to stand as its own piece of art. Together, they tell a story, on their own they reflect their own truths, this one, βThe Struggles of Wants and Societal Valuesβ β the conflict between following the path society expects from you and pursuing the life you genuinely want for yourself.