I always knew the day would come. I just never imagined it would be so early in life. @HeartOfOrion passed away peacefully in his sleep at 5:20 pm today. My sincerest apologies for those who weren't given a private phone call or message instead of seeing this post. 56 years old. My best friend and soulmate. A man with a heart of gold, funny as hell and way more even tempered than me. The world has a huge hole in it that will ever be filled. I'm surprisingly ok right now. I spoke to him extensively last night in my head in hopes he could somehow hear me. That helped me mentally cope quite a bit. I will update with specifics of his service when I receive that information.

So many responses to the passing of Cliff ( @HeartOfOrion ) that I cannot possibly respond personally to them all individually. Thank you so much for the outpouring of condolences and prayers. To answer the questions I've seen: Donations to help: Sadly, at this time we don't have access to Cliff's Buy-Me-A Coffee account, but I'm going to address it as soon as I can. For that reason, I was asked to create one in the meantime. The "updated" donation link is here: buymeacoffee.com/outlawintx I'm truly sorry if that switch-around muddles everything. It's all I know to do in the meantime. "Is mom ok". Well, no, but my two sisters were there for about a week or two to assist her with Cliff and with her own frailties due to her endometrial cancer. They're still there. I'll be trying to go in about an hour. I have severe panic disorder so I don't get out much to say the least. Funeral service: I don't have this information yet, but you have my word I will make a post regarding specifics the second I know. A small clarification- I called Cliff my best friend and soulmate, which he was, but we were real life twin brothers, not a couple or merely friends. Just wanted to clear that up. If I missed any questions, please let me know. A sincere thank you and apologies for the new Buy-Me-A-Coffee link. Please don't feel obligated, but of course appreciated. My love to all of you.

It's not how I normally do things, but was asked to create a way to help with my brother's wishes as well as just to help. Please don't feel obligated or pressured. Currently not able to access @HeartOfOrion 's account yet. Not in my nature to do so, but if you so choose: buymeacoffee.com/outlawintx

Cliff ( @HeartOfOrion ) seems to be declining faster than anticipated. Hard to tell. Hospice involved now. Still of sound mind, but not eating and very very weak. Barely able to talk. His mind is all there though. Flirting with hospice nurse and making corny jokes.....though hard for him to talk. Will update as I am able.

I want to start this morning with a heartfelt thanks to all the people praying and helping monetarily with the struggle @HeartOfOrion is going through. If you're seeing this and can help, please do. buymeacoffee.com/heartoforio… I won't lie. I, so badly want to tag the huge accounts following him to see if they can help. I just can't bring myself to do it. It's Saturday, May 30th. I want to thank every veteran and active duty. Thank you very much for your service, dedication and patriotism. I salute you! We don't know them all, but we owe them all.

For those that don't know, this is my real-life twin brother. A LOT are praying and that's great, but I'M here to ask for another favor. He has to be able to pay for treatment as well. If thousands or millions of people can send money to a punk who harasses people, a druggie who killed himself, a plethora of other ignorant individuals and organizations, how about....FOR ONCE we help someone who has done nothing but be good to everyone he ever interacted with! He's disabled, taking care of our elderly mother unselfishly and making an exhaustive effort to be good to people every damn day. Of course prayers are good, but PLEASE help him!! It's one thing to say you want to help, it's another to DO IT! I'm calling on everyone to share this, especially if you have a huge account with reach. If you think I'm posting this for ME to go viral, then there's no hope for you. buymeacoffee.com/heartoforio…

It's Thursday, May 28th. I want to thank every veteran and active duty. Thank you very much for your service, dedication and patriotism. I salute you! We don't know them all, but we owe them all.

It's Wednesday, May 27th. I want to thank every veteran and active duty. Thank you very much for your service, dedication and patriotism. I salute you! We don't know them all, but we owe them all.

It's Tuesday, May 26th. I want to thank every veteran and active duty. Thank you very much for your service, dedication and patriotism. I salute you! We don't know them all, but we owe them all.

I don't care if I end up with zero followers because of this post. I don't give a damn whether or not you can say any version of the n-word without some kind of negative consequences. Cast aside free speech for a second. This opinion isn't going against free speech. Cast aside race too. Yeah, race too. I have never met ONE individual who uses any form of the word (a and er) that struck me as intelligent. They may very well BE intelligent, but anything you say while including that in it makes you sound ignorant. Come after me all you like. I promise it says more about you than it does me. Have a great day X.

It's a special day! Memorial Day. Please note and remember the ones who gave the ultimate sacrifice to bring and maintain the freedoms that so many of us cherish! Along with that due to my daily heartfelt ritual- It's Monday, May 25th. I want to thank every veteran and active duty. Thank you very much for your service, dedication and patriotism. I salute you! We don't know them all, but we owe them all.

It's Sunday, May 24th. I want to thank every veteran and active duty. Thank you very much for your service, dedication and patriotism. I salute you! We don't know them all, but we owe them all.

It's Saturday, May 23rd. I want to thank every veteran and active duty. Thank you very much for your service, dedication and patriotism. I salute you! We don't know them all, but we owe them all.

It's Friday, May 22nd. I want to thank every veteran and active duty. Thank you very much for your service, dedication and patriotism. I salute you! We don't know them all, but we owe them all.

It's Thursday, May 21st. I want to thank every veteran and active duty. Thank you very much for your service, dedication and patriotism. I salute you! We don't know them all, but we owe them all.

It's Wednesday, May 20th. I want to thank every veteran and active duty. Thank you very much for your service, dedication and patriotism. I salute you! We don't know them all, but we owe them all.

It's Tuesday, May 19th. I want to thank every veteran and active duty. Thank you very much for your service, dedication and patriotism. I salute you! We don't know them all, but we owe them all.

It's Monday, May 18th. I want to thank every veteran and active duty. Thank you very much for your service, dedication and patriotism. I salute you! We don't know them all, but we owe them all.