I have literally had the worst two weeks of my life and I'm pretty sure nothing will ever be worse. There may be equals, but nothing worse. Losing a child, even if that child is an adult, is the most horrific thing in the world. My 35 year old daughter passed away on June 2nd. I am having a really hard time wrapping my head around it. I don't have anything or anyone to be mad at, even though it was completely out of the blue. She was at work, had a severe asthma attack which caused her to go into respiratory arrest which then went into cardiac arrest. While my heart is broken beyond repair, she left behind a 16 year old son. That boy is the apple of all our eyes. He is the nicest, most gentle thing you could imagine with depths of strength that we all need to strive for. My daughters "boyfriend" was MIA most of the time she was in ICU. He was more worried about agonizing out loud. When it was apparent that she was never coming back to us and I had to make the decision to remove the respirator so that they could use her organs for transplant, her son was with her the whole time. I told him that he did not need to be there for that, but he said he wanted to. He held her hand the whole time. I am glad he did. He will never regret it. He might have regretted not being there. The "boyfriend?" Haven't seen him since 4 days before that. She went out as a hero. They gave her an honor walk because she was giving gifts to people that needed them. I'm not sure of all the recipients, but I do know she saved a 55 year old man with her heart and I believe a 28 year old female with either a kidney or liver. If I'm able to, I want to meet the heart recipient. I want to hear my daughter heart beating. Just make sure you live your life like it's you last day and love like you will not see someone again. Try not to hate or leave with bad blood. I am lucky that the last time her and I talked, it was a nice fun conversation. I do want to say that she wasn't just my daughter, she was one of my best friends.