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Yearning hard (for that which you believe to be unobtainable, as things that are just out of reach are close and can emotionally impact you, but canβt really be torn away in any meaningful way because you never βhadβ them in the first place)β¦ or hardly yearning? amiright? π
Paranoid delusions SUCK, but Iβm ngl, very few things feel quite as good as the relaxation that hits once you realise youβre REALLY NOT going to be mauled by dogs live on camera for being evil tonight.
"people aren't gonna be paying attention to you" is a dumb truism that can't protect you from the inevitable judgemental gaze you'll encounter outside. fight fire with fire: "anyone who's making fun of you randomly is a loser" has the additional advantage of being factually true.
ALT A picture of me taking a mirror selfie in a shop, wearing black shorts, a red cropped tshirt, black converse and rainbow socks. I am also holding a cane and a bag.
Having the people around me begin to be able to differentiate between headmates has been a really lovely and affirming experience, that has made me feel able to relax and take myself a little more seriouslyβ¦ but Iβm ngl, I did NOT realise the cat came out so frequently π
ALT Like, idk, maybe this sounds silly, but having my βdivergent behavioursβ pointed out EXTERNALLY and taken seriously has made recognising headmateβs a whole lot easier for ME, and thatβs great! but I KINDA did NOT seriously think that growing up relatively isolated, with cats and a sibling two years younger than me, for the first few years of my life wouldβve had THIS much of an impact on how my identity formed loll π
Iβm a switch in the way a feral sadistic wolf top whoβs a little scared of displaying vulnerability and weakness still REALLY appreciates being told βLoud noise, sweetheartβ before vacuum cleaners and hairdryers are turned on.
ALT A picture of me taking a bathroom mirror selfie. Three small posters are propped up on its left side. I am wearing a white vest, black jeans and a purple fleece with kermit the frogβs face on it.