Hey everyone... well, anyone that sees this. I'm deleting my account tomorrow. Life is kicking the shit out of me and I'm not sure what to do but the answer isn't on here, and as dumb as it sounds seeing happy people and then politics ask the time isn't helping matters any.

I hear there’s something really limited and cool on the site right now. Just sayin’

Interesting. Infinite VIP Subscription is ending in May. If only there was a new subscription for people to jump on.

Breakfast :3 Egg, bacon, and cheese on wheat toast. Some PB2, whipped mixed berry cream cheese, and triple zero vanilla yogurt. Flavored water and some dark chocolate flavored coffee with cinnamon coffee cake creamer. 588 calories/62g protein/19g fat/64g carbs

Well, this was a flop. The recruiter they put me in contact with told me I had to do OTR work after getting my cdl and when I said I absolutely cannot due to my anxiety I was told local work is given to 'veteran drivers' and that i had to 'pay my dues'. GTFO im not playing those games. Saying that to new workers is just a fancy way of saying we have to do the shitty work nobody else wants to do. So im not getting my cdl I guess. Not sure what I'm going to do then. This work is such a shit show and makes just waking up and breathing a chore tbh. Im absolutely over it.

So the gym i go to was closed for 4 days from last thursday to this past sunday. The owner was getting ready with a new addition that adds 30k sqrft to the place... its not all finished but damn is it impressive. Definitely worth the money.

This has been a HUGE undertaking and I can't wait to get it started! On the Website, there is three different listings based on length of subscription. 1, 3, or 6 disc! Any questions that you have or more info that you would like, please comment! PLEASE SHARE!!!

Sooooo.... I went and took a tour of an @RoadmasterCDL driving school and talked to someone there about financing the classes to get my class A cdl. I was approved and hopefully if all goes well sometime in mid March I will spend a month taking classes and getting my CDL! Its not set in stone yet as I have to straighten some things out with bills and what not but who knows 🤷‍♀️

OMG, I love these birds soooo much! 😍😍😍

One of the few things that keeps me going. My baby boy Fenrir, always loves late night cuddles 🥹

Ok, someone posted this on discord so I had to share it. Growing up i watched both of these shows so I read this in the voice of Foghorn Leghorn and let out the ugliest laugh cause I just opened my eyes from sleep 😆 Poor Vageta...

WARNING SAD POST: Ya know, i've had anxiety and depression for most of my life due to the hostile enviroment I was raised in and the abuse I went through by my mom and her side of my family. That has had such a huge negative impact on me as an adult to the point that working even a normal 40 hours a week feels impossible. I have health insurance for the first time in my adult life and I can barely afford it. I have a family Dr. and have been referred to a sleep medicine, therapist, ENT, and somone to handle my hormone care as well but I can't even be seen for another month and a half so i'm just stuck alone trying to cope with these issues on my own until then. I've brought this to both of my work managers attention and ofc it was basically used against me to 'dock' my pay. I spoke to one manager friday about the issue and he told me to run half my route, hit my pickups, then head back to the terminal and to apply a specific status code to the non delivered goods, which I did exactly as he said. The other manager called as I was on my way home and asked why so much was brought back, I then calmly explained everything to him (for the second time this week) and he proceeded to yell and curse at me saying that it wasn't the companies problem if I couldn't retain my tax credit to keep my health insurance and that I was 'fucking him and the company and the he was taking my service bonus over this'. He also stated that because he was taking my money like that that I would not even be making my base pay of $18/hr which idk if they can legally do that as the bonus is something seperate and tied to serive and saftey. After he did that he hung up on me. I called the fleet owner and spoke to him and even though I tried my hardest not to I broke and started crying on the phone. Life sucks so much, it always has and I'm just so tired of everything and I don't know what to do. I never got my GED or diploma and that limits my job options so very much that I feel like I'm in a cycle of never ending struggles. I don't even know why I'm typing all of this, nobody will see it and if someone does nobody will care enough to read all this mess. I'm not sure how much fight I have left in me for this lifetime but to anyone who reads this I hope you have a wonderful, happy, love filled life. ❤️‍🔥🫂❤️‍🔥🫂❤️‍🔥🫂

Ok, Im absolutely in love with Kyojuro Rengoku so I just bought this shirt 😍

Ok, got some new clothes in the mail today so I wanted to show them off! Had to hide my ugly face though >.< Everything is 'oversized' so it fits baggy and is suuuuper comfy

Since December 29th ive lost 12lbs! 😤💪 Only 15 more to go!!!

Just wanna say, birthdays suck and I wish I didn't have one. I only heard from 2 family members today and that's only cause 1 was my dad 🥺. My sister made plans to take me to dinner then blew me off. 😭

My dad went to get himself some pizza and came back and gave me this🥹🥹🥹

Happy New Year WASPnation!

Last but not least my new @DoomsdayDG hual. 2 Psyops with the LE Brain Candy stamp!!!! Another Cataclysm in Shockwave plastic! A Despair in Shockwave as well and a Bleak in Retina i believe!!! These things are fucking dope!!!! Love them all so much!