šŸŒ• ADHD & highly sensitive. Healing journey ⚔ English & Deutsch

Joined July 2025
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31 Dec 2025
Hey you šŸ¤ I wanted to wish you all a gentle, good new year. Thank you for being here and for holding this space. I’ve just shared a new piece with you no reflection, no conclusions, just a small promise to myself for this in-between moment. open.substack.com/pub/samumi…

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6 Nov 2025
We grew up being told the devil lives outside of us. But what if he speaks in our own voice? A reflection on temptation, control, and the systems that profit from our hunger.
6 Nov 2025
In Hollywood the devil wears Prada. In Miami he wears latex gloves. He smiles politely, pays his taxes, and speaks of ethics while cleaning up what’s left of the night. Dexter Morgan forensic expert by day, serial killer by night. open.substack.com/pub/samumi… Dexter (Showtime)
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6 Nov 2025
In Hollywood the devil wears Prada. In Miami he wears latex gloves. He smiles politely, pays his taxes, and speaks of ethics while cleaning up what’s left of the night. Dexter Morgan forensic expert by day, serial killer by night.
6 Nov 2025
In Hollywood the devil wears Prada. In Miami he wears latex gloves. He smiles politely, pays his taxes, and speaks of ethics while cleaning up what’s left of the night. Dexter Morgan forensic expert by day, serial killer by night. open.substack.com/pub/samumi… Dexter (Showtime)
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6 Nov 2025
In Hollywood the devil wears Prada. In Miami he wears latex gloves. He smiles politely, pays his taxes, and speaks of ethics while cleaning up what’s left of the night. Dexter Morgan forensic expert by day, serial killer by night. open.substack.com/pub/samumi… Dexter (Showtime)
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3 Nov 2025
TRYNA FIND PEACE INSIDE MY BROKEN MIND.
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26 Oct 2025
I’m not writing against queerness, I’m writing out of love for what it was
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26 Oct 2025
Maybe we don’t need a sanitized queerness but one that breathes again, bleeds again, risks again. Because those who only want to be colorful have forgotten we once wore black open.substack.com/pub/samumi…
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26 Oct 2025
Maybe we don’t need a sanitized queerness but one that breathes again, bleeds again, risks again. Because those who only want to be colorful have forgotten we once wore black open.substack.com/pub/samumi…
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22 Oct 2025
THE HETERO FAKE MAN
22 Oct 2025
They swear by masculinity, watch lesbian porn to reassure themselves, and meet men at night while their wives put the children to bed. Not out of freedom, but because they have no language for what they truly want. #masculinity #queer #essay open.substack.com/pub/samumi…
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22 Oct 2025
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22 Oct 2025
They swear by masculinity, watch lesbian porn to reassure themselves, and meet men at night while their wives put the children to bed. Not out of freedom, but because they have no language for what they truly want. #masculinity #queer #essay open.substack.com/pub/samumi…
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22 Oct 2025
They swear by masculinity, watch lesbian porn to reassure themselves, and meet men at night while their wives put the children to bed. Not out of freedom, but because they have no language for what they truly want. #masculinity #queer #essay open.substack.com/pub/samumi…
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19 Oct 2025
Das Leben wird immer versuchen, dir die Dinge schwer zu machen, aber jedes Mal, wenn du Hindernisse überwindest, gehst du gestärkt daraus hervor.
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19 Oct 2025
She looks at me as if she had been there for my last 5 therapy sessions šŸ˜‚
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16 Oct 2025
Heute bin ich 30. Halb mein Leben hab ich mich betƤubt – mit Drogen, Sex, Menschen, die die Leere nicht füllen konnten. Jetzt bin ich clean. Kein Meth, keine Zigaretten. Ich baue Frieden statt Flucht. Das hier ist keine Bühne – es ist ein Kreis. šŸ–¤ #recovery #healing #growth
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13 Oct 2025
HEALING Not when you stop crying, but when you stop being ashamed of your tears. When pain becomes part of healing, not something to hide. Strength begins the moment you stop pretending to be strong.
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12 Oct 2025
Just being outside and realizing the world is still breathing.
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11 Oct 2025
āš ļø Content Warning / Inhaltshinweis: Meth, addiction, psychological detachment. open.substack.com/pub/samumi…
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7 Oct 2025
āš ļø Trigger Warning / Inhaltshinweis This episode contains mentions of alcohol use, addiction, and emotional distress. Diese Folge enthƤlt Hinweise auf Alkoholkonsum, Sucht und emotionale Belastung.
7 Oct 2025
The first drink. The first escape. Der Anfang von allem. šŸ„€ open.substack.com/pub/samumi… #addiction #recovery #healing #queercommunity #writing #keinboden
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