I am home after 19 harrowing days in hospital where I stopped breathing after surgery and spent 10 days in the ICU. My hair is growing back patchily after chemo made me bald. I feel like Iāve been hit by a truck and can only walk slowly. That was hard but necessary to remove the cancer in my stomach, so I donāt really have a stomach anymore. My weirdest symptom today is āan impending sense of doomā every time I eat. Itās a thing apparently. I hope that goes away before I develop an eating disorder. Anyway Iām so happy to be alive and with my family again! Thanks to everyone for their support and kind words. ā¤ļø