Hello greetings all! To my friends, fans, followers and supporters:
I'm sharing my story for those who can relate and for you to not feel alone. Please don't feel sorry for me I did plenty, please don't pitty me because I'm stronger than that but please do let me know you're thinking about me. It goes a long way.
New stream tonight and I'm back in full swing!
My husband of 12 years left me for a much younger person just before Christmas, during the TS4 For Rent launch. I filed for divorce the following week. It was chaotic, he left in a week of knowing of the affair. It felt like a Sims affair - only 1 week - but enough for him to know I wasn't for him anymore. You guys and the game held me together as it has since 2000.
I have many abandonment fears, as I was often left behind by my bio mom when she would no-call no-show and skip Sunday visitations. My sis and I would be done up, ready to go in the back of the church before service waiting for her all morning every other Sunday then she'd show a couple more times later which along with other things then greatly hurt my mental health.
I'm in therapy now.
First holidays alone, but okay now. thank you so much for being there for me. I almost died a couple times - no joke - and was very, very sad but you guys kept me from the ledge of dispare with the hopes well all get back together and Sim again, but more because I'm single with a wide open evening and weekend schedule now.
Working on getting my creativity, strength and voice back. That's where you will help me through these phases of my divorce. Again, I'm so grateful and thank you. I am safe, warm, surrounded by my pets, best memories, the house I own and so many of the things that make me, me so I know in time with your support I will be better than I ever was.
#sobstories