It is not easy being a black woman
Can't even do dishes bent over the sink without our asses being spied on and turned into a public masterbation flick.
We should open up a Only fans.
Us fully clothed doing dishes.
I bet it's rake in over 100000 views the first day.
You don't want to scare me at night. I have a 4inch knife and pepper spray. And I know how to use them.
Just short enough to hurt without damaging internal organs.
Oh man
Not often I close.
Man. Scared me so bad my hairs was standing in my arm.
Some fool jacking off in the DT window. Watching us....
Thankfully we can page someone to watch over us. We all made it home safely.
I thank my ability to survive toddlers throwing themselves on floor and having to keep the day moving regardless. For my ability to withstand anything.
Something's I've been doing since I was a child.
Making money 🤑 Ain't no temper tantrum in this world too stress full for a check. Especially when you say boss. Everybody hates.
I don't say things like
you made me mad.
I say things like
I didn't like when you....
That doesn't mean I'm walking around hating and obsessing about it. No it's 100 other things to do with a day than to be mad over things we can't control.
I was taught young a person can't make you look bad. Only the person themselves can do that.
They can say something thatll make you question what you're seeing. But they can't make a person into someone they are not. Only the person can make that change.
Trust and believe I'm not mad. I prefer to be who I am naturally. External forces can't have what internal. Unless a person lets them. Reality doesn't work like that.
So I missed a model tryout.
What is the big deal??? I wouldn't have done it. It's not the first time I made auditions and didn't get the role I wanted so didn't join at all....
Only reason I'd do that is if I was putting on an act. Am act I didn't want to put on.
I don't need anyone to write for me. I've been writing since a young age.
This is my outline. Not my book. These things take years to put together.
And become clearer, when written down.