Well world,
Ppl out thereβ¦is this thing on? ποΈπ€
Ok well here goes
*deep sigh*
Itβs been a very different experience creating an album as a momma. Studio requires so much time to perfect so many diff thingsβ¦Time that quite frankly, Iβd much rather spend with my chunky liddo pumpkin pie baby bubba.
and you guys know I have a hard time letting the music go b/c Iβm a perfectionist & to me itβs never rlly βdoneβ.
How could it be?
Itβs an ever changing piece of art that narrates the last 5 years of my life. Should feel great right? Well not always. Itβs like closing a chapter. Many chapters. And you know how when your dumb ass used to actually read books how youβd go back to a chapter you rlly loved or didnβt understand? Even if it kept making you sad?
But once you finish the book, you kinda feel kinda blah for a second? like you canβt use those things as a crutch anymore? You know how it ends. You canβt keep moping about itβ¦you know you can read a new book, etc
Bad analogy? Ugh! Youβre right.
Idk. Itβs like dropping your first baby to school for the first time. You know it has to be done, itβs a proud moment, but then you cry in the car thinking about the last 5 years of being a mom, reminiscing, so many precious momentsβ¦ & now you have to start a new chapter b/c the βbabyβ is no longer a baby & now you have to let go. But also let IT go. All those βitβsβ in life that you MUST let go. You keep walking back to the window to make sure heβs ok. Heβs ok. You know he is.
I so wish I could explain this better.
Nevertheless, when the clock strikes midnight next PINK FRIDAY, you WILL ABSOLUTELY w/o a shadow of a doubt!!!!!
Have PINK FRIDAY 2 π
A genius, iconic, thought provoking, beautiful body of work. My best to date.
From
#papabear mama
to youβ¦
The REAL MVPβs
The barbzβ¦
and ALLLLL of the ppl who support me or HAVE supported me.