It's been a while since I've collabed.. a long while. 😅
Past experiences left me feeling invisible - thrown in with loud, new faces while I stayed quiet cause I got talked over so many times in this 3 hour collab so I fell back without anyone noticing. This felt horrible and I never wanted to collab again after this.
I know once I’m comfy, I’m a totally different streamer… but most don’t stick around to see it.
My community calls me gremlin or brat for a reason.
Lately I’ve been feeling pretty disconnected. I dream of having a small circle of VTubers I've already talked to as example to just… hang with. Not even a big collab - just vibing together.
Anyone else out there feel the same?