I've passed 5k, 10k, and 50k funding challenges. During those evaluations, I've gone through significant drawdowns and managed to recover them, proving to myself that I can handle adversity and stay disciplined.
However, once I get funded, everything seems to change. I honestly can't remember having a single profitable trade after receiving a funded account. It's as if all my knowledge and experience disappear overnight.
I suddenly lose the ability to put together even one green day, despite having demonstrated consistency during the challenge phase. As a result, I've ended up losing every funded account I've earned.
I genuinely don't know what to do anymore. It's incredibly frustrating because I know I'm capable of passing evaluations, but for some reason, I can't seem to replicate that performance once I'm funded.