I'm basically on a crusade for something pointless since I won't ever be liked no matter what I do for it and I'd scare the ever loving shit uot of kid me with the actions I've taken just for attention
You ever wanted one thing so bad that you'd do awful shit just to have it? Like I was willing to change my entire body and face with hundreds of thousands in extremely dangerous procedures and possibly do illegal things if it meant a man would actually like me
Tfw when ppl start giving advice to you after telling you how they dropped out of school, did meth in trailers, settled for someone they hate AND decided to never even consider exercising while spending all there money on gambling