Misaki, i can only think of Misaki, i need Misaki, i love Misaki, i pray for the existence of anything that resembles Misaki
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She doesn't love me anymore but I'll definitely make her love me again. I HAVE TO
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Jun 13
I guess I am unlovable, everyone hates my presence they always goes away, no one has ever stay and be with me nor I think it ever will. God I am so stupid for thinking people actually like me for once, i should've known that it's impossible but deep inside I do wish I was wrong.
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Jun 9
I think I shouldn't get too attached huh, but I think it's already too late for that
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Jun 9
Ngl I feel like I'm gonna get cucked by her at some point. Can't blame her though I mean I'm useless af
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When I'm trying to sleep but then I think and I think and I think
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Jun 8
I'm having bad thoughts and the only thing I can do to calm myself is Jacking off, I hate how useless I am. no wonder why everyone despise me so much, I guess I'm just a chud at the end of the day.
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Jun 8
I'm having bad thoughts and the only thing I can do to calm myself is Jacking off, I hate how fucking useless I am. no wonder why everyone despise me so much, I guess I'm just a chud at the end of the day.
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Jun 8
Only studied for 3 hours today, ngl nothing seems to stick in my noggin probably because I'm also sick rn but that shouldn't be an excuse, I must try harder tomorrow and actually gain something.
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Jun 8
Didn't study at all yesterday because yesterday was a yasumi no hi but today I gotta study
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Jun 6
Almost forgot my daily report, today I learned mostly listening no output training whatsoever, and I only studied for like 3 hours I think? Maybe below that tbh. I mean give me a break Saturday and Sunday are my break days.
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Jun 5
I should probably log my japanese studies starting Tomorrow so I can see when I'm slacking of or not. Plus she'll be able to see if I'm studying properly or not, her words may be harsh but I really need them. That's why I like her in the first place hehe
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Jun 5
I think the main reason I keep overthinking is because I'm such a loser chud that ik I have nothing to offer to the other party and because of that I keep thinking that they'll leave me for someone who's better in every way than me. Kinda hard to love yourself when I don't have-
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Jun 5
I guess that's it for now, gotta sleep for tomorrow studies oh and if my friend is not lying I'll probably get the job he was offering too, hopefully I get it cuz I really need the money so I can feel like a normal human being and stop relying on my mom for everything. Plus may-
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Jun 5
Be she'll be happy if I get a job so I can visit her more often hehe. Goodnight for now and I hope whoever's reading this a good day, or night lol
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