going on an indefinite hiatus ~ so yeah.. not really a surprise to anyone considering i've barely streamed the past 2 years as is - but i still felt that i should at least call it what it is. the truth is, i've been struggling mentally since 2023. even though i try and put up a strong front for my friends and viewers, leaving vshojo and dealing with the extreme amounts of hate that came with my decision hasn't been easy and it certainly wasn't made easier when my dad passed away at the end of that year. the recent events have resurfaced a lot of that pain and still continue to do so. my mental health was never in a good place to begin with but it's slowly deteriorated to a point where i need to make some big changes for the sake of my life and happiness. i miss being excited for my streams and having the motivation to plan out fun stuff for you guys. i miss being happy and in turn being able to make you guys laugh daily. i hate the type of person i've become and how many walls i've put up around myself as a way to cope with everything. i want to change. i'm sorry to all of my viewers who despite all of my shortcomings and broken promises gave me chance after chance and supported me regardless. you were here for me when i needed you the most and for that i could not be more grateful. you've made me smile through so much pain. i want to become someone that can do the same for you on a daily basis. i’d like to take this time to get professional help for my mental health and to build myself back up. i don’t want to keep coming back and ditching over and over again, you guys deserve so much better than that. i don't know exactly when i'll be back, there’s a lot i need to work on and change and even though change can be scary, it's what i need most right now. i want to put this chapter of my life to rest and start anew as someone you can be proud of. i might occasionally show up on other streams here and there but for now.. it's not a goodbye, it's a see you later. <3

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they'll have to steal from another charity to sue me lol

and so our NDAs are now void why i left VSHOJO - back in 2023, vshojo tried to bully me into one of the most predatory contracts that i have ever seen. when i tried to ask more about it, their COO got extremely hostile with me and refused to answer any of my questions and so i had to hire a lawyer in order to get some clarification. during the talks, it became clear that vshojo would rather let me go than to take less away from me. they were ultimately wanting me to give up more than half of all my sponsor revenue and over 60% of all merch sales. all i asked from them in return, is to not take a cut of the sponsors that i was getting through Mythic, as that cut was already being taken. they said no, they want it all. and so i asked to leave after being treated like i was disposable in our talks. they basically made it seem like they were my employer, and that they're the reason for my success. that i owe them and that i should be happy to give them my money. in order for me to leave, they demanded i sign an nda that prevented me from speaking to any of the other talent about it. i could not say why i was leaving, i could not say what the terms that i was saying no to were. i even got in trouble for advising them to hire their own attorneys. they would watch my streams, read my discord, and then threaten to sue me. if i said anything that hinted towards how i really felt about the company, i was threatened with a lawsuit. another one of their leave terms was that they will announce both me and silver on the same day in order to minimize the damage to their company. their COO has begun to push a narrative on 4chan (yes im serious lmfao) and other social media that i am leaving because i plan to join OTK and that both me and silvervale are troublemakers, so they were "letting" us go. later i found out that nyanners wanted to leave around the same time due to also being unhappy with the contract, but was told that she couldn't because it did not fit their narrative that they were pushing internally AND externally. the amount of hate we've gotten over leaving, from fans calling us greedy bitches to people saying we're abandoning our friends and tossing aside the company because we're successful enough, shit was fucking painful. not being able to say anything sucked. i only found out i didn't get paid for any of my sponsors after i had already signed the NDA. after 2 years, i have still not been paid back fully. to add insult to injury, they also demanded i had to pay them back 10k for some of the anniversary assets which when they sent me back months later, were half finished. despite all of that, i've had immense faith that the company has gotten better over the past 2 years. i assumed they rewrote their contracts after losing 3 people due to them and seeing all the new talent join. clearly this was not the case. now for some fun facts !! - their company lawyer has an expired law license. he literally does not practice law anymore, yet he was our point of contact for any legal help we needed. - they actively pitted us against one another during my time there, and compared our success to others. they tried enforcing streaming schedules so that our viewcount would look better due to less overlap. - they would ALWAYS shit talk other vtuber agencies. they literally would spend company money to get a tiny dig at them. especially hololive, it literally lived rentfree in gunruns head. they were convinced hololive was over when they signed kson and nazuna. - our previous talent manager got ghosted for 6 months by gunrun, told not to do any work for us and then got fired for "not doing anything". during this fiasco, we weren't able to get any assistance. - MTD got reprimanded for being creepy to us. lol. got told not to message us privately. go figure. - i have proof from other streamers attending their IRL parties that MTD would actively shit talk me after i left the company, to paint me in the worst light imaginabe. dunno why ur acting innocent on twitter pretending u werent aware of anything, can't wait to see all the shit that comes out about you because there's LOADS but those aren't my stories to tell. thanks for reading and thanks to those who stuck around between then and now. thank you for giving me, silver and nyan the benefit of the doubt when we needed it most. 💙

looks like nothings changed between 2023 and 2025 in terms of how the org management moves lmfao couldn’t and still can’t say shit because of their godawful nda that i had to sign (i legally can’t bad mouth the company) but at least everyone now knows the reason why we left 👍🏻 tiltify.com/@ironmouse/ironm…

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