I'm still alive! Quick update: knocking things off my bucket list and enjoying IRL over streaming. No regrets on my decision. I needed to spend more time touching earth and being with my kids. I hope you are well and hitting your goals!

2026 started with TWO sicknesses since Dec 16. Christmas week? Deleted from memory. Possibly never happened. Round 2 courtesy of my “worst half” (affectionate… but also criminal). Anyway I’ve: • played Once Human into the ground • rested like it’s my job • had real 1v1 time with the people who matter • started a spring purge so May dumpsters don’t humble me • spent more time with my kids (who are RUDELY turning into teenagers) • squeezed in a few small vacations January was… a lot. What’s everyone else been doing?

You should probably go catch her now while she is being naughty: twitch.tv/just_riah

Alright fam, heart on the sleeve time. I just want to wish every single one of you a happy holiday season, a beautiful close to 2025, and the best possible start to a brand-new year. Truly. You deserve good things. I also want to be real with you: I’ve decided to take at least a year off from streaming, graphics, and the whole creator grind. This is not a full retirement. It’s a pause. A breath. A “let me choose real life for a minute” moment. Some days I miss it like crazy. Other days? I’m honestly enjoying the stress-free schedule—gaming when I want, laughing with friends, being present with family, and not chasing timelines or algorithms. And that balance? I needed it more than I realized. I cannot put into words how much the love, support, and kindness you gave me over the last three years meant to me. You showed up. You believed. You cared. That stays with me forever. I’ll still be around. And I fully understand if people need to free up space on Discords, socials, or platforms to make room for those who are actively chasing their dreams right now. No hard feelings. No guilt. No distance in my heart. Please know this: my love and care for you does not change. Ever. And if I do decide to activate again someday, I will never forget the ones who never gave up on me. Life just… started lifing. And as I’m getting older, I’m realizing something real fast: family and kids need me just as much as I need them—and I only get to do this chapter once. Thank you for walking with me. Thank you for understanding. Thank you for loving me so big. Always. Azarrys

Hi, it's been a minute. Hope 2025 has taught you things, earned you things, and gave you things you did not expect! I miss you!

tz getting pegged twitch.tv/palmerthelootgobbl…

November is supposed to be about gratitude, right? Funny how a month can feel heavy instead. Grief isn’t always crying. Sometimes it’s missing the chaos, the versions of someone you only got in moments, and the love you spent years chasing in fragments. I’m learning you can love someone unconditionally, even when the conditions were impossible. This month hits different… but I’m still here, still growing, still choosing peace. #Grief #MotherLoss #ComplicatedGrief #HealingJourney #HolidayFeels #SurvivorEnergy #MentalHealthAwareness #GenerationalTrauma #ChildhoodWounds #GrowthMindset #BreakingCycles #YouAreNotAlone

What’s something small that made you smile today? 😌✨Drop it below — let’s stack some good vibes in this timeline. 💚 #GoodVibesOnly #DailyJoy #SmallWins #GratitudeCheck #MentalHealthMatters #CommunityLove #BeKindOnline

Drop a 💜 if you needed this today. #streamercommunity #gaming #YouAreEnough

I got asked how I feel seeing people from the past hangin’ out in streams again… “Who?” 😂 I got no beef, no drama. If they still holding grudges, that’s on them. I let that go forever ago. I’m peace, love & happiness all day, every day ✌💜 Stop asking silly questions. I’ve moved on. #StreamerLife #GrowthMindset #PeaceNotDrama #ContentCreator #TwitchCommunity #Positivity #LetItGo #VibeCheck

I’ve been part of GamerProfiles since July, and not gonna lie, it’s been one of the best moves I’ve made. I got the honor of partnering with them super quick, and guess what? NOT ONCE have I been hit with a fake GFX “hey hun” scam. 😏 If you’re tired of the drama and just want a space where gamers actually connect, support, and grow together, come hang out: 👉 gamerprofiles.com/invite/wwk… #GamingCommunity #GamerProfiles #Streamers #ACTRight #YouBelongHere #GamingLife

Join the discord to keep up with all the slimy things! discord.gg/8vBFNmMK link is good for 7 days!

I’ll never forget the ones who stuck around while I got life back on track. 💜 To those who left, it’s OK. I’ll still support you. I won’t lie, it stung. 😔 One day you’ll feel it too, and you’ll get it. Funny how stepping back from streaming makes you irrelevant to some. I still follow people who haven’t streamed in 5 years just hoping they come back. In real life, I’ve had friends for 30 years, we don’t talk daily, but they don’t drop me. Just wild how online, people vanish like poof, no check-in, no “you good?”… just gone. 🤷‍♀️ #StreamerLife #ContentCreator #Community #Twitch #KickStreamers #SupportSmallStreamers #MentalHealthAwareness #RealTalk

🌟 Starting November 1st! 🌟 Join our 30 Days of Gratitude Challenge, a month filled with love, laughter, & reflection to bring more light into your life ✨ Each day, we’ll share a gratitude question to spark joy and boost your content ideas all November long. 💜 🎮 Streamers • Creators • Dreamers... all welcome. Join the ACT Network Discord → discord.gg/weactright Let’s show the world how we #WeACTRight 💫 #GratitudeChallenge #ThankfulNovember #YouBelongHere #StreamerCommunity #ContentCreators #KickStreamers #TwitchStreamers #YouTubeStreamers #PositiveVibes #KindnessCulture #DiscordFam #NovemberVibes