i just remembered when those hate trains started because of those ss following. i even checked j's following list myself because i honestly thought, "did he really do that?"🥲
i vividly remember the narrative pushed by the antis: "he followed those people, but unfollowed them the moment he got called out." and there was absolutely no other proof except for those damn ss from them.
now, it just hit me that those ss were so suspicious. it's so weird that there was only one pov of those ss, as if there was only one single source. DOESNT MAKE SENSE AT ALL.
but back then, instead of checking if the ss were real or fake, i think i was just so fed up with the antis' noise that i backed down and didn't dare to defend him. i didn't dare to speak up or tweet about the issue, mostly because i was too scared that the antis would drag him down even harder.
i even reached a point where i was ready to accept that j was wrong but was trying to change. but now, finding out that all of that was just a setup by antis to bring him down... i'm baffled.🥲
i'm sorry, j. i'm sorry for believing those mfs and doubting you.